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AprilDawn Apr 2014
Two years have passed since your last appearance,
way before  we got the camera,  
would’ve been great to catch your  exotic double life .

Your thick green arms reached  towards the blazing Texas sky,
pink  blossom fingertips  fearlessly  faced  the imperial red roses ,
while the yellow blossoms pointed towards a tangle of  overgrown pond grass.

We learned your name,
indulged in your subtle fragrance,
unparalleled by any man- made hand cream and
impatiently waited for the next round of double harvest.

Something  savaged your leaves, leaving you half barren,
forced to separate from  your *** mate, we hoped your widowed side would revive.

You’re back hosting those long lost yellow petals,
lopsidedly holding your own in front of the sprawling purple bougonvillia,
and the brazenly orange hibiscus bush.

A busy gnome now covers the scar,
so only we really know  that you didn’t always loll to the right.

I think you came back just to say goodbye.
A plant that didn't make it in our garden in Houston.
AprilDawn Apr 2014
if you
could
turn back
the chapters
would our stories
still collide
the same decisions
printed
across  
sharp edged pages
Fueled by guilt in the months after  my husband's  unexpected death  , I kept  torturing myself with  what if  scenarios .
written  2005
AprilDawn Apr 2014
this day’s furor
is sinking fast
another day
waits in the wings
without
you in it.
The stark truth of  his absence  in our lives. Written  2006.
AprilDawn Apr 2014
I step into graffiti and strange smells
what if the cable snaps
plunging all my horizons
into instant nothing
I push the button
grumbling
what have I done
to deserve this end
my thoughts wander
as my eyes transfix
on the sudden light
of waiting faces behind opening doors.
Some fatalistic  views and nervous nelly days in my  life .
AprilDawn Apr 2014
You’ve been gone
for so long now
yet every ripple
reels you back in
I feel your dreams
die inside me
all over again
My late husband always wanted a boat, and never  got one .We  moved to Houston after his death  .Every boat I saw did this  to me for a few years .
AprilDawn Apr 2014
wrappers glisten
in the fluorescent light
electricity hums
a savage tune
of seduction
coins buy nothing
anymore
origami bills
****** down
spat back
no help proffered
from passers by
snack interlude
denied.
College  lounge area   vending machine  poem.
AprilDawn Apr 2014
into the fray
no safety net
breathless fear
clings
onto slick surface of sanity
Life's unknown variables.
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