Change
What a word is this !
Will it change
That whatever happens in this !
Will it can change

Know well nothing will change
And known this
That I  too want to change
To face this

Never thought I want to be a boy
Never even thought I will wish to be boy
At least once a boy

But today I wish to be a boy
Because I don't want to get to permission to meet my ana
To be with my ana

Yes I wish to be a boy
And for the first time in life
I wish to be a boy forever

Actually u know na
I hate the word even ' boy '
But promise today I wish to be a boy

To be your brother !!

A remarkable day in my life
23/06/18

The world of mine
Is so plain
Me And my love for appa ama and my ana
And I wanna
To be with them forever
And will live only for them ever

Anaaa ....
this word becomes my life
Who could bare me in all his strife

Am I born in this world
To long ?
'Yes' I said a word
But how long ?

When having a heavy headache
A heart longs
Will there be a word ?
' R u k ? '

Immediately reality slaps
With a word
' No one .. Move away .. Don't hurt anyone '

I can see a baby with father and mother moving with a smile
Y not me ?

I can see a baby with her ana (brother)who were playing happily
Y not me ?

I can see a baby with her  friend
Who hugs each other
Y not me ?

I can see a girl who is having happy  life who was blessed by Lord
?
Y not me
?

Wake
Cry
Work
Cry
Eat
Force to sleep
And sleep

My routine

Wake
Cry
Work
Force to sleep
Sleep

S
Wake
Cry
....