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anu Apr 2018
Wish to die
Doesnt know what to do
how to move
how long should I move
why should I move
what's the way to move
if you don't want to move

how should I  leave
If I leave will it hurt someone
If not will it hurt everyone

Need to find a way to quit
How to quit
Why not to quit
I should quit
yeah I'll quit
Want to die
S whatever it is I want to die
anu Apr 2018
I feel like I wish to die
But its a lie

As I have my bro
Who wants me to let go

And I think I can
But I would have ran

To wipe all memories
Which instinct my deadly worries
Can't sleep !!
Haunting memories !!
But I will
Because I am samiji's sister !!
anu Apr 2018
Where is the fish ?
And how was the fish ?

Is it yet to die ?
Or How long will it cry ?

A pure heart is trying to put it in a bowl
A fish is also making attempt  not to have any foul

A fish itself knows
The real bowl was broken
But
A fish itself tries
To think for a new bowl so it can avoid  heart broken

Though let it try
It is in  the land of dry

Nothing could make it sink
As the dead one can't drink and blink !!
Just a try .. Using me and metaphor !!
  Mar 2018 anu
Jessy
I’m happy
(I’m depressed)

I love myself
(I hate myself)

I can’t wait to live my life
(I can’t wait to die)

I am lucky to have my friends
(why do they even like me?)

I have a family who loves me
(and I continue to disappoint them)

I am an excellent student
(I can’t focus in school)

I want to travel the world
(will I even live to do that?)

I’m fine
(I’m not fine)

I’m perfectly okay
(please help me)
anu Mar 2018
I don't belongs to anywhere
I don't know what to do find everywhere

Just feel like crying
But I don't want to do it as it is one way of killing

God just begging to give me a peace
If not just take me please
Just tired of everything !!
anu Mar 2018
I myself have concluded

Not the life
With the knife

But with the strife
To bring the meaning in everyone's change of life

Though I don't wish for new chapters
Let everyone's everyone chapter
Get a new answers

Nothing to be worried
Can move with two things
One is decided a right path
And I had two hands which is tightly holded by two wonderful God angels !!
So I can
Be the strongest version of you
God ... Just  needed ... a peace for everyone !!
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