In other universes perhaps we end up together
And we end up weathering storms in tandem
For now I'm tasked with the duty of being your friend
As you turn yourself into a means to an end
And sometimes you get there because of me
And this is an expression of things unseen
Things too terrible to be seen
Things I'd hold tightly, and closely
Because I can't hold you closely
You are a dream that floats out just in front of the horizon but which falls off the edge of the world if I draw too near
You are the heartbeat skipping in a parked car, and the wings clipping of best friendships formed here
Though you are closer to me than any others
You are the most distant of all my lovers
Though you are the nearest in knowing my soul,
You are the furthest possibility as a whole
When I drop you off so you can cut yourself in half and be used,
Don't fall into the trap that states I don't care about you
I am a slave to my desire to help you be who you want to be
Even if that means destruction especially to you and at times me
Don't fall victim to the hoax of victimizing yourself
Recognize your worth by choosing the contrary, your health
Don't think for a second that I don't love you
Because of all the truths spoken in this poem
This is the truest: that I adore you
That you know me and don't judge me
And I crown you for the way you treat me
Because you, like no other, know me
You, unlike my other lovers, know me
But you, unlike all the others, can't be
A part of me while you're not apart from me
Don't believe in the lie that all you're good for
Is these few moments of euphoria
You're more than an object
Yet you're still the object of my desire
reconciling love in times when it's not opportune