She was a Black Rose.
A beautiful rarity,
and the essence of despair,
all at once.

Dear Faith,
i just wanted to say i love you
and i hope you get better.

i have so many questions i want to ask you
like why?
why didn't you tell me?
let me know you were feeling like this?
i wish i could of helped you, and it didn't have
to end up like this.

i love you more then anything
you mean the world to me, you are my best friend
my rock, my saviour.
but im sorry you were feeling the way you were,
but please things will get better i promise you!
im always here for you and that
will never change i promise you! and thats one promise i defiantly
know i wont break

for all those times you said you were a bad mum,
you arent
for all the times you said you were ugly
baby you are beautiful

i need to finish this but im crying
i just want you to know how much you mean to me
and how much it would destroy me if you
were to leave...

and how about Caden? your beautiful
baby boy! how would he feel not growing up without his mum?
knowing how beautiful she is
how amazing and kind she is...
Because no one can compare to you
Aunty Maddii cant live up to those expectations

so Faith, my darling i love you so much,
we can get through this together!
i promise i will save up all the money in the world
to come and see you one day, and it will just be the three
of us
You, Caden and Aunty Maddii


I love you Faith x

If you try running away
I'll follow you then

Fear me as much
But I'll love instead

Your face is a charm
I just can't forget

Your picture is close
So close in my head

You can cry for help
But no ones coming I bet

To what extent I know you
I've learned you ,you don't know yet

All the trauma you made
Me suffer,you'll regret

The only one that'll be with you
Is me,no one else I'll let

What ever you do
I m one step ahead.

When I look up at you
It feels so light
Goes all my pain
Goes all fright
            The tiny little pockets of
            Jewells that shines up the sky
        And rejuvenate my aspirations
        And dreams on which I rely

You twinkle , spread love
Sprinkle up happiness
You bring back the kid in me
Calm free and stressless

           You little ***** of candy
         Covering up the chocolate bliss
         Smooth like cream
       Heavenly like the sweet liquorice

  Friend of moonlight
Showing directions to all
My wishlist is ready
Just waiting for you to fall

I want to listen to music all by myself
I want to feel its meaning
And cry
I want to dance in the middle of my work
Even when there's no music
Even when everyone is staring
And shout
I don't want to be somewhere else
Someone else
I want to be me just me
Doing what I want to
And not what I should
Or told to
And smile
I don't want to fly
I don't want people to look up to me
Rely on me expect from me
I want to run walk stumble and fall
Get up and laugh at me
and walk again
And satisfied.

She was armed with a camera
He was armed with a paintbrush
And I just sit here with my arms bare
Wondering what weapon would be mine
For they all seem to be taken

She sat on the carpet with a bowl of Lucky Charms
on her lap watching ******-Doo when she
swiveled and asked, “Why do I have
a cleft palate?” Before I could
respond she sang,  “Frosted
Lucky Charms, They’re
Magically Delicious,”
and flipped

to the Flintstones.

I go back to that place

Through the green door
Enter the red brick house

Mikhu is still the little fairy
My eyes look for
And still my shyness
Forces me to look away
In her mother's presence

In the faraway attic
She furtively cooks me a meal
We make love
That brush our skin faintly

When I come out
She stands at the green door

Then upon the here
She is no more