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343 · Mar 2014
Tears
andy fardell Mar 2014
Tears fell onto the glass outside
So here I lay
Curled so tightly
Crying out
Cursing the rain as it drowned out my
Screams

My soul was flooded
Yet empty
Voices that once echoed so sweetly
Now fell silent
And the knot in my belly
Continues

The daylight is coming
But here
Inside me
The darkness wins the war
341 · Feb 2011
valentine ...old
andy fardell Feb 2011
a rose for your hair
a kiss for your lips
a heart i so give
a love so so bliss

a taste of your skin
the smell of your mist
the warmth of your hold
a love so bold

a kiss i so want
a hold of your heart
a touch of your hand
my love for you holds
341 · Apr 2012
Split
andy fardell Apr 2012
Split my head in too
through the eye of a needle
as my headache has a headaches feel
bones filled to bursting from the rage within
blow them up with liquid grin
the wars begun ..begin
Pulse in view of painful love
as body glows a fight becomes
see eyes that see the
hate
the greed
a Hell in Hell
A lovers feed
340 · Mar 2014
Our Gods
andy fardell Mar 2014
The Gods meant well tonight
For they ate the tastiest morsels
Drank the finest wine
And laughed at us
Below

No mountain rage or thunder strikes
No shakes under foot
No bullets fired
And the whole world was good
The whole world was good

The dice came out in a rumble to our skies
What was the bet we fear
The wine was good
Peace still wanted
No misunderstood

No killers on the streets
All pain ...all gone  
No cancer-ed angels
And the whole world was good
The whole world was good

The fallen glass fell as rain in a blizzard
Fall was out
Rage was in
The Gods meant well
A praised believe
Still they drank
Till the party fell over
And the 7 billion suffered
The bet was lost

Save us
Save our world
Save our self destruct
The Gods meant well

Didn't they!!
338 · Apr 2013
No Man is an Island
andy fardell Apr 2013
I share my life unto you
Yet tell you nothing is written
Be that said
I am joined by many waters

Family and friends stay to leave
As time takes it toll
My arms do stretch and fail all the same
Mountain high
Looks afar  
As I view the world

My world is a picture of many
colours
Still my pen draws lines in sofer
It is you that holds the key
You are my wings
Release me from this haven
335 · May 2012
The faces in the mirror
andy fardell May 2012
The faces in the mirror so changed the face in me
I looked at what their seeing and see a change in me
No happy thoughts of futures no smiles to show my teeth
a face so shamed of looking ..looking back at me

An end not looking forward as present weighs me down
My past blown out the water can feel my life in drown
No buoy to keep me up no life to grasp and grip
Can feel the end is near my long and lonely trip

        ...................................

But this is not the way to take that ...only chance
to squander life away ..without a second glance
so look into the mirror and show you have the teeth
a grin and bear tomorrow a round the corner reap  

The faces in the mirror so want me to be free
they laugh at all my worries and wish the best in me
all smiles and time for next day all willing me all good
a face that looks so forward ..oh your looking good
333 · Sep 2012
The Second Sun
andy fardell Sep 2012
My eyes warmed to the sight of the second sun
These wrinkles of life formed shadows on my brow
To beams of life heating and turning my very skin

This was the new way
The new life
The new stage

We bow to your love as heat becomes warmth
Night becomes day and day becomes all
No time to gaze to a timeless wall
  
This was the new way
The new life
The new stage

Our second sun now in in our world in our life in our souls
Pray your thoughts to the the new way
The have say
The second law
I muse to your thoughts
331 · Sep 2012
Our One Love
andy fardell Sep 2012
My love ..........
I love you every day ....
I love every way
My true love ....

My one .......
I love to feel your warmth
I love to hold your hand
My one love.....

My dream ....
I dream of you this way
I dream our days away
My true love

The mountains show their soul
The sun turns all to gold
my love for you is sooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!
My love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

One day we walk away......
The sun and moon do mate
Our true love !!!!!
Our true .....love !!!!

The love that holds a hand
The love that feels command
Our one love .......
Our one love ...
Our one love ..
331 · Nov 2012
The Devil and his Poetry
andy fardell Nov 2012
He perched high upon his tower of doom
With a glazed gruesome smile  
The window of the world at his feet
Wallow earth wallow
A fine job done indeed

What have we done? ..where do we go?
So many wars
So many useless conflicts
Wasted sons to fathers breath
Mothers wailing ....fear regrets

Famine ..hunger and much the greed
He had done well ...very well indeed
Still perched he rubbed his hands
Laughing at the stupidity of the
So called human race  

Smoke escaped his horns in anticipation
A baited fiery breath held
What next to tempt his bitter
twisted tongue
A lighting bolt of laughter escaped him
The  storm was coming
329 · Sep 2012
In heaven
andy fardell Sep 2012
A death so long ago
for a life taken too early
Yet little did we know that dad was making things ready for mum
Little did we know that he was warming the bed
Building the fire
Making a home in heaven

So mum is gone from here
But comfort to all who saw
Her love of life
Her love of dad
Her wait for him

Together again at last
In a place made this home
In stars we see twinkle
In nights we see their smile
God bless
andy fardell Feb 2014
So my secret is out  
Yet here you stand
Washed and waited still by me
Now you know
After all these years
My peace is our peace
I love you
Please don't spread the words I said
It's hidden
It's our bless
The world must never know
The words I've spoken
Given you  
Should anyone go ask
You nod a smile
Be blank
Go past  
Don't tell them not a thing
Our secrets hidden
Bursting in
Be fire upon your eyes
A passion burning
Lips on fire

Be ready !!
326 · Feb 2011
well
andy fardell Feb 2011
Feel the clouds so above
wanting me to lower myself
so low ...so low
hurt yet no pain so why dont you go away
leave me to fight another day
326 · Feb 2014
Rose
andy fardell Feb 2014
The tingling rose fed its way into the hall
Yet the place drew a silence ...
Up the stairs it grew
Ready for the lair
Ready for your lips
Breath easy
Breath the still
For you know its there
You can feel it round you as you gasp a quite scream
The tingling rose has entered
And because of this
It is you that is the chosen one
It is you that needs to bleed the earth
Shhh for now you are mine
And only I can take you from this haunting
Say you love me
Say you will join me
As I bequest this rose for freedom
Freedom from the evil that lays
So that you may live in my
Last breath....My Love
323 · Nov 2012
One Step Away
andy fardell Nov 2012
My heart woke to the morn
In my body's blood my hands curled
Be this age to gone

Wounded in battle from scars
not shown
Seen to the day's stretch

The world's infest lulls me to
another breath
In so they creep
Infested deep

Outside we crawl to the tax on
our soul's
No better known as we believe  
the food that's fed in lies

A day to come before us
stands in life
Our hope commands

Weak in hand
I fear
I stand
I fight another day ....Lest we forget
321 · Mar 2014
Muted
andy fardell Mar 2014
The silence deafened us
Yet we all knew the language spoken
Air so full of breeze
As waves of hands spoke their volumes

Prove enough that we were as one
Raging conversations for the muted
So in the end
Just like any other voice
The sounds became a din
So be it written
319 · Dec 2012
Me
andy fardell Dec 2012
Me
My body empty inside
No thoughts to hurt me
No pain said lies
Tis another day

The rain makes my mood
Unpleasant at will
Drowning me out
In a quiet scream

Yet life goes on
See my will fade away
To a faceless crowd
Be counted sometime

Followed the fed
To our own wanted end
Darken the sea
Consumed inner
Me
319 · Feb 2013
The Poet
andy fardell Feb 2013
My eyes see
Yet the don't understand

They think I'm a freak
Freak of the land

They gaze at me wanting
My need for success

They think I'm a madman
I know I'm the blessed

They dont get my picture
The skill I do waste

A madness inside me
A waste of this space

One day they'll remember
The drink we once had

The drink with that poet
No handed they grasp
317 · Jul 2020
The Beaten
andy fardell Jul 2020
Tis my moment
Pure black
I can feel the grinding
All blind

And suffer my rage
Disappointed
This end I shall seek
Be it blown
i
316 · Nov 2012
Sweet Memories
andy fardell Nov 2012
I close my eyes
Smell the picture of you
Still laugh your smile
Can I hold your hand

Think the day will never end
When the start was not my friend
Cried the whole i missed the part
Sweet memories my heart

Saw you look into my eyes
Wished i said what i could want
Soon the day to be not here
In my love for you not gone

Now I'm older wise the fact
No more dancing done the daft
Still will look as if your here
Sweet memories apart
313 · Mar 2013
My Beautiful Angel
andy fardell Mar 2013
The face looked outside of the inside
With a stare of beauty
No world to prepare
Eyes of an angel met lips from the dark
Blood red tastes from the portrait of dreams
Such a saddened look
That baited breath would never know

My beautiful angel
My heart on a string
My dream in a passion
My love near complete
My beautiful angel    

I knew we would never meet
Though you look burns into my eyes
From the minute I wake
Said to the darkness that wins me over
An iris made of gold fills my heart
As I sleep till shattered hopes see the dawn

My beautiful angel
My heart on a string
My dream in a passion
My love near complete
My beautiful angel    

The face looked outside of the inside
Stares that met then
Passed  
My reflection pitted from rained filled beads
This glass my only barrier
Your view my only want
A line never to cross
Two world's fallen
Our life's
Be apart
313 · Apr 2013
Come Back
andy fardell Apr 2013
Let the day come back
Let my heart beat again
Let the day come back
Let me hold you tight

That was yesterday
A day before today
That was a word somewhere
A place not here I fear

Give me one last chance
Let me stay right here
Say you love me so
Whisper sweetly to my ear

Let the day come back
Let my heart beat again
Let the day come back
Let me hold you tight

Please don't push away
Just stay a little while
Let the day come back
Come back to yesterday
Come back today
308 · Dec 2012
Music
andy fardell Dec 2012
Music cry to my tears as I awaken to the sky
Teach me peace as I enrage to the fear inside,
Feel it's beat as you decide on which is wrong and what is right.
Time may wait as you turn to fight
The soul that holds you
Clinging life
308 · Mar 2013
Love blind ...2
andy fardell Mar 2013
The passion in my anger
Saw my rage
Tasted in your eyes
My sorrow
Eaten from your heart

You doubted all my wisdom
I hated all your lies
My fear of never finding

This love
Forever blind

My burst of giving
In to you
The pain I felt my life
This need
This world has stopped
I'm changing lanes
This fish has come alive

The pond is full
Yet hunger waits
My hook is frail and torn
The hurt inside is red from raw
I fear a lovers burn
Did a little rework without realizing I had already put original on here ...plonker !!!
308 · Jul 2024
Really Number 6
andy fardell Jul 2024
Really Number 6

What have you done
Where is my sun
Have you hidden it
Taken all it's glow
July is shivering
Drowning in the rain
Give me back my sunshine
Take away the grey

I want to feel the warmth
Golden coloured land
Sun be in my vision
Buckets in the sand
Ice cream dripping down me
Sweat upon this brow
Give me back my sunshine
Calling number 9
308 · Apr 2014
One Wish
andy fardell Apr 2014
The heat from the shinning sun faded
Like my mind the dark clouds stole that smile
Yet carry on I hurt
Using the mask to hide my wince
For this dying heart

Even the birds no longer sing around me
Nor flowers perfume my senses
And my hunger is lost
To a beat so broken

For now I will lay here
Crying out a cure
Wanting life be better
Wishing there was more
304 · Mar 2014
The Empty Colour
andy fardell Mar 2014
Empty is my mind of colours
As I wash the walls inside me I see
Only white
A colourless colour
Missing the world
My mind on empty
Empty of life

Brushes wash and paint
Yet the white remains
Inside
Painfully hurting
Biting its way to a blur

Let me see
Let me see the colour of the ocean
Let me see the sun and the moon
Even my bitten lip cannot change this madness

So in my mind I follow the blinding
A slave to the system I paint
Painting the cracks
Patching the leaks
Holding back the colour
I battle it's beauty ..it's rage
It's wanting
Wanting me to burst
Into life
302 · Dec 2012
Faces
andy fardell Dec 2012
I close my eyes to hide
Faces looking,watching, waiting
My return to open near
Why me I cry
Leave me alone
Leave me mad

Each time my eyes do open  
I see them waiting
Souls from beyond watching
Haunting
Some laughing at my
terror

I see them in the curtains
I see them on the walls
faces full of people
madness be my calm

My gift or be my punishment
They speak just with their eyes
Looking,wanting,waiting
In my despair

Darkness of night take my eyes away
Relief from the faces
No light I prey
No look to come my way
Moonlight shadows beckon
See faces stare my way
298 · Feb 2013
Your The One
andy fardell Feb 2013
Let me in
So I can hold you close to me
Let me in
Hold my hand I'll set you free
Let me in ...let me in ...let me in

Let me in
So we can be as one tonight
Let me in
Be my lover all my life
Let me in ...let me in ...let me in

Let me in
So my sun can meet your sea
Let me in
Please spend your life with me
Let me in ...let me in ...let me in

See the stars in their sparkle
as we become the one
See the moon shine in heaven
a joining hear our song
See the love from my heart
I love you your the one

Let me in
Oh my lover
Let me in
Oh my angel
Let me in ...let me in ...let me in
295 · Jun 2012
falling
andy fardell Jun 2012
I saw it in a flash
the corner of my eye
my life was nearly over
my time on life to die

I tried to hang on in there
my world just on a thread
but gravity just had me
the end was winning in

could feel i'm for the fall
no desperate words of sorrow
my only thing to say
was wife i love you
everrrrrrrrrr!!!
295 · May 2013
Sleep
andy fardell May 2013
I cannot hide from the sleep that
Demands me
These eyes need to rest
Yet write I must as my life hope
Fades into the dusk of dawn

They are after me
My soul is a wanted man
They know where I am
Let their master plan unfurl
As united they be
United to rule our world

In old of days life was better
Time cared not for my rest
This terror had not begun
So my rest fell to
Peace
Leaving no ruin to this world
Of blue

Ripping red oozes from eyes
No longer focused
They wait behind the door
Whispering ,shouting ,wanting
In breath I fail
The time to leave is now
My turn to fight is lost
The wall is written
In sleep
289 · Jul 2012
The white room
andy fardell Jul 2012
In this mind is a place I hide
Is a place I've been
and a place I've seen

My room of white ..
not a pretty sight
but it keeps me warm
safe from harm

My room of white
not seen out light
just a blackened hole
just my empty soul
  
You know the place
its fate we haste
when we close our eyes
memories ....lies
288 · Apr 2012
Religion of the heart
andy fardell Apr 2012
Religion of the heart

As I saw the clouds departed
a view came in
my mind did wander whats within
why do we live as life we do

Is it all of me or all of you
all of me or all of you
what am i ?
where are you?  

Through rivers of tears from high above
those thoughts of life did me no good
I looked inside and saw my heart
it made my self ..fell apart

Was it all of me or all of you
all of me or all of you
I'll never know
where were you?

So beat it did and now I know
religions in my heart thats so
No god can tell me what to do
its all of me and all of you

All of me and all of you
our lives complete
no time in hell
just all of me and all of you
287 · Jun 2013
My Whisper
andy fardell Jun 2013
I cry for an itch from your breath
Did my sigh inside give way
From the look into those chocolate eyes
I knew it was time

Once so long ago my mind used to
Sing
My heart used to beat to your
Look
For I am broken

My wings do not work
My view has gone stale
This world around be
Broken
I knew it was time

Do not turn when I shout
Nor run when I scream
For life has moved on
Now
I've lived in your dream

My feathers are ruffled
My love has gone south
For all of my loving
My whisper ..your mouth
My love
287 · Nov 2012
World Over
andy fardell Nov 2012
The walk out the door
To the last look around
His breath now not wanted
Miss lost to be found

The look that faded to blur
Heard the metal twist door
No escape clause to write over
The light got darker

Light so blue and bright
See's a sight gone
So... so fast
A wreck... a loss

The look behind his shoulder
Could have changed his life
Earth clouded  
World over
287 · Dec 2012
Alive
andy fardell Dec 2012
Do we die when we sleep
or do we dream a death
Do we breath in deep  
or exhale our soul
Do we wake and remember
or live be born again
I know not
But know some

Do we live so that others
be quiet
Do we die so that others
can cry
Do we have a point
I know not why
But I know some

Do we fight to save
a few
Do we love so that loves
shines through
Do we want yet need
so less
I wish I knew
That I know some  

Do you remember a photo
lost
Do you wish you hadn't
forgot
Do we care
I cry !!!
I cry !!!
I cry !!!
286 · Jan 2013
The Wind Monster
andy fardell Jan 2013
I could feel it coming for me
It's sound was whipped in time
The trees did give me warning
Crying out they cried

I ...can hear it calling ....out my name!!!!!!
I... can hear it calling ....out my name!!!!!!

Can you hear it calling me...
Can you hear it calling me...
Can you hear it calling me ......

The sound was getting louder
The noise became a din
My prickles on my skin did rise
My ears began to sing

Can you hear it calling out my name !!!!!
Can you hear it calling out my name !!!!!

My life was all but ended
Unless I found a way
The sounds they were a calling
Death was on its way

I ...can hear it calling ....out my name!!!!!!
I... can hear it calling ....out my name!!!!!!

Help me into silence
Hide me from the roar
Suffer me not this time
Death stay out my door

Can you hear it calling
can you hear the call

The monster from the sound that frights  
Is knocking on my door
He's coming after me tonight
I'm ready for the fight
286 · Dec 2012
Do I
andy fardell Dec 2012
Through the depths my mind still wanders
Fighting
Facing hell on life
Feel the burden that all do ponder
Wondering?
What is the point ??..
What is the point ??
A smile
A laugh or tears of sorrow
Feelings so numb that none do care
Is this the life we fear
......i fear
283 · Mar 2012
The other way
andy fardell Mar 2012
I so need some peace
I need whole release
so listen to my heart
see my life falling....fall apart

Save me from this fall
my world is spinning ...world all turn
I so need some want
some love
some heart

watch me slip away
watch my day turn
the other way
281 · Aug 2012
I cry a little
andy fardell Aug 2012
To cry a little on you
to wipe away my tears
a feeling from your honour
I cry a little sigh

my mind is missing letters
letters you do find
I cry a little something
I love to see you my!!!

I know you think I'm crazy
I love this way you breath
a madness from my tears for you
a simple cry my fear

please hold me in your inner mind
I'll do my best for you
you know i love you madly
I know you love me too
279 · Feb 2014
Empty
andy fardell Feb 2014
My empty mind so full of the past
All lost to the future
Dead to the present
These eyes given blur

Nothing feels me anymore
No pain to gain
Nor thrill given pill
A soul wrapped in anger
Tossed for the waste

Oh the joys of another breath
Feeding these veins so cruel to myself
A sighed voice screams in the quiet
Wake this shout
Fill me

Can you not see the fight in me
It wants to live
It wants to run and shout
I'm alive
I'm alive
I'm alive

Instead I turn my face to a cold pillow
Look away from a world I could love
Let me find the deep deep black
I call home
Leave me
Leave me ....alone
273 · Sep 2012
My Love
andy fardell Sep 2012
Your beauty inside just makes my day
to see you alive in every way
to hold you my arms its true to say

My love ....
your beautiful
My love ....
your wonderful
My love !!!!

Your skin so perfection it shines and glows
Such smiles in a million its weight in gold  
To smell you so near me my heart beat shows  

My love ....
your beautiful
My love ....
your wonderful
My love !!!!

I love you forever I know you know
To be one another in time we grow
To wake with each other i hold you so

My love ....
your beautiful
My love ....
your wonderful
my love !!!!
272 · Mar 2012
The second sun
andy fardell Mar 2012
The second sun glowed deep into the night as my path lay open
only the few could see the sorrow in my eyes as the light faded
yet the glow grew wider as my heart cried out
I was the wrong side of the road

My madness enriched from the fullness of tide
yet quelled from a loved one my love of my life
times like these are so special and rare
to face the end no worries gone fear

I stepped over the line to come back to this time
a happier person a whole brand new life
me is back me again until the glow shows
a sign from the second sun I fear my heart woes
272 · Jan 2023
Happy New Year
andy fardell Jan 2023
My hand slips ...I feel it's grasp gone against those little morsels of time
It's not my face aging
just the mirrors my fingers scrape against as I write
Happy
New
Year
271 · Mar 2014
Let Me Sleep
andy fardell Mar 2014
I see my madness has failed to desert me
Still
I must enjoy the company
Reply to the sounds of my many silenced
Laughs
Oh the chill of the night
Warms my inner thoughts as the battle commences
In this hollowed out box

These are the nights I so worry
Where will my wakening take me my friends
See all that you thought you were
Means nothing to these words that lay before
My swollen crackling eyes
Hahaha I so love my wit

And the joy continues even as the dawn
Lays me down for a sleep so so desperately
Seeking my voice

Go
Sleep myself to sleep
Let the sounds fade to a lullaby haze
Watch the mad breath of life seek another
Give me peace
Let me sleep ...let me sleep
268 · Apr 2013
Welcome in the Spring
andy fardell Apr 2013
At last the warmth of the day comes
Longer
Spring is in the air
My pen returns the welcome

Beams of life perform their due
On wet cold earth
Soon we'll have the green
Soon we'll have the new
Welcome to the spring
We have been waiting

Breath not seen to a relief
Clothing loose and friendly
People now talk where once they ran for
Heat
Strains of music as children fill our gardens
Eden in full swing
Spring is winning

Oh the beauty of these times
Brings a tear to my cheek
Memories of a loss
Rains showers to my thoughts
Let the new take me over
Let the dancing begin
Welcome in the dawning
Welcome in the spring
260 · Jan 10
These are the good days
andy fardell Jan 10
I could feel the winter creeping in through the windows
A white hue hung in the air
Fingers of ice ready to embroil me in it's pleasure
Yet I was warm and made of toasty
Yes
These are the good days

My roof was sound as the wind announced its arrival
I smiled a whistle
Singing the only creak to be heard as I opened a full cupboard
I was ready to devour
Yes  
These are the good days

Time does now tick as my age turns to grey
A smile of great memories
Crying sadness of old loss
My role to remember
A job to create such
I look down through the blur
These old hands all now wrinkled
The good days all gone
260 · Mar 7
The End
andy fardell Mar 7
Maybe I should do it
End the end
Would anyone want
Bleed tears from their heart
I doubt it

Take breaths be those last
No fortune to add
Seek all that is down
My last raise a frown

See I watched take his last
My dad wanten grasp
My fate not this way
A death watched touché  

Now how may I do it
A drunken glass pulpit
Some tablets a wash
Daggers a blast

I can't really say
My heads disaray
My mind be a blast
These thoughts all my last

All that was ...
Was not all that could be
Your face in my vision
This end that I see
258 · Apr 10
Shadows
andy fardell Apr 10
Shadows everywhere
Following my past
Do I leave a stain
Is there really that much hurt

I can see them creeping out
Just a glimpse awaits
Hungry as they lurch
Drowning from my sadness

It's early and I'm searching for dawn
I've seen enough for the night
I can taste their thirst
And it's bitter oh so bitter

Light me awake
Hide all thats dank
Till the ticking of time
Comes looking for my fear
257 · Mar 2013
Your Choice
andy fardell Mar 2013
Flames of anger feeding my breath
As I walk through the valley
The valley of death

No fear in my purpose
My march to victory near
The doors will open

I'm alive
This voice is loud
The earth awakes

Fear not into your future
I am here to hold your hand
Take my choice

Live a little
Grow with me
This place is our oyster
247 · Mar 2013
My song for you
andy fardell Mar 2013
If I could fly
So that I'd sing
My song for you
My love
My song for you

On the wings of an angel
I fly
I'm in the air
On the wings of an angel
I'd come to see you there ..
Oh I miss you ....
Oh I love you
Your not here

You left my heart behind
You left us all
My love
Oh I miss you so
I miss you

On the wings of an angel
I fly
I'm in the air
On the wings of an angel
I'd come to see you there ..
Oh I miss you ....
Oh I love you
Your not here

Heaven has its place uptown
But I'm down here
Oh I miss you so
I miss you

On the wings of an angel
I fly
I'm in the air
On the wings of an angel
I'd come to see you there ..
Oh I miss you ....
Oh I love you
Your not here

If I could fly
I'd come to see your eyes
I'd sing my song
I'd fly for you
Id fly for you
My song for you
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