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 Jan 2013 Andrea Lopez
T
Pinch Me
 Jan 2013 Andrea Lopez
T
I think you should know
I stood out there, in the snow
and watched you walk away

it wasn't sad,
only too bad
because I wasn't finished

wasn't finished kissing you
and goofing off, like we do
there aren't enough hours

the way you make me feel
is so **** good, it can't be real
but believe me, I was there

I was there
when you touched my hair
and whispered away my worries

I was there
when you proved you care
in all those little ways

I was there
and it's not fair
that you won't be,
in a few months time

Don't leave.
Really difficult to have a relationship on a deadline.
I
I
I am alone.
I am afraid.
I am sorry.
I am a disappointment.
I never meant for it to be this way.
I just wanted a happy family.
I am unsure of what I did.
I sometimes wish I was never born.
I wish you could be happy.
I wish you didn't hate me.
I wish I didn't hate you.
I wish we could keep up the facade for a few more months.
I wish I had paid attention.
I wish I had a plan.
I wish I was smarter.
I wish I wasn't such a disappointment.
I am sorry you don't want me.
I am sorry you have to defend me.
I am sorry to be causing so many issues.
I am sorry.
I am afraid.
I am alone.
I looked up and saw you,
You looked like a hero,
Halos of gold shined above your head,
You rebuilt roads that were broke,
You fixed every problem,
You kept together our home,
I wanted to be just like you,
My heart swelled with love for you.
I was your little solider,
I was your little helper,
I was your little friend,
I was your baby girl,
You were my best friend.
It was all to my surprise,
The man I loved with all my heart,
Didn't have love for me at all,
If he loved me, he wouldn't have done what he did,
He loved his drugs and alcohol,
He always got so mean,
Maybe he doesn't remember,
But I'll never be able to forgot what he did to me.
I still live with the broken remains,
The sad memories,
Of the love that I once had,
Now all I feel is the loss, the pain, and the break,
I've become so confused,
I can't live with what you did,
It's just to much.
 Jan 2013 Andrea Lopez
kirat
more than money,
more than intellect,
more than power,
more than knowledge,

it is the conscience,
that makes one a human being,

it is the conscience,
that makes one Love.

Conscience is Love.
Love is Conscience.

Love overcomes ego,
Love overcomes lust,
Love overcomes attachment,
Love overcomes greed,
Love overcomes anger,
Love overcomes fear,
Love overcomes death.

In the end,
Love hurts, Love is painful, Love is revolution,
this is when we get God.
its just the matter of your choice... you can remember why you chose him...or why dint you chose nebdy else :) <3

....either u can chose to keep in mind the words  HE said to you wen he was angry....or his reason of getting angry on you...

you can chose to c how he tells you u look ugly...or just dress up more carefully d next time just to make him say u look beautiful..

you can chose to remember all his faults...or you can chose to remember all of yours

you can chose to suffer his mood swings...or you can chose to remember yours...

you can chose to stay...or just chose to go away..
 Jan 2013 Andrea Lopez
amt
Tired
 Jan 2013 Andrea Lopez
amt
Eleven turns to midnight.
Midnight morphs into one,
One to two.

Two becomes 3, who is swallowed by 4.

If only my brain would shut up.
So here i am
Here i stand
At what deems to be the End
Yet a journey anew begin
To every tear ive shed
Just brought out in me the best
And i know now my tears
Arent of sorrow or grief
But happiness and hope i do belief

So here i am
My heart open wide for lifes possibilities
My mind stained wiTh memories of yesterday
And my journey is just beginning

For fear have seized
Hope brought new belief
And i will be ok

So here i am
With anticipation of someone too
Travel down the future
Yet im going it alone
How deep this feelin
Of time to bring healin
In this my eager soul

So here i am
At the end -not yet beginnin
With a hope deep inside
Like the ocean and the tide
New dreams on the horizon
Yet its only me
And my own shadow i see

So here"s my plea
That you"ll remember me
With humility i brought my feelings
And through time-ive found healin
To make me strong again

Ive been cleaned
From my feelings
Of fear and despair
Now i stretch ahead
To the future you see
Even though im stiLl dealing
With doubt in my heart

So here i am

Please

Forget me not!
Thank you to all of you!
You let me shared my feelings and in that i found healin!

I can never put into words what you all mean to me!

I will probably never stop writing-yet for now im saying goodbye!

This has been an amaziNg few days-of hope of laughter of tears and of dreams!

I ask huMbly that you will hold me in ur prayers-as i keep you all in mine

Thanks for the time spent!

I will write again soon!
TiLl then:

Like air that i breathe
I will truely never leave
My memories forgotten
And your love cherised
Forever
You have for me!


All my best
Regards
Frederick
 Jan 2013 Andrea Lopez
AH
don't touch me unless you mean it
don't mistake me for another pawn in your games
or a piece of trash you can throw away once you've tainted it
i'm a person
a person who wants your attention
your acceptance
your compassion

don't touch me unless you mean it
don't try to convince me with every caress and kiss that i'm a prize to be won
that I could be yours forever if I just placed my trust in you
then leave once you've received my love
my heart
my innocence

don't touch me unless you mean it
don't offer me your world
then take it away like it was a mistake to offer it in the first place
don't make me part of your game
along with all the other girls you've tossed aside
the other girls whose hearts you've stolen
you've mistreated
you've broken
ILY
shudnt talk to you ..
coz u my opposite...
coz u r moody...
Coz u make me sad...
coz u get angry at me all d tym...
coz u total dog sumtyms ..
coz u r d one who has kissed so many girls.....
coz u dun trust neone....
coz u don't tellme how u feel at all..
Or jus mayb I shud talk to u?

Coz Mayb opposites attract...
Mayb coz u apologize with smileys that makes me smile ... .
Mayb coz u cn make me smile even if u r d reason m sad...
Mayb cz I get angry at u n u laugh at me..
Mayb cz I cn b a ***** at tyms too..
Mayb cz I want to kiss u..
Mayb cz I trust u..
Maybin d hope dat u will tellme how u feel .. Sumday !
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