Within my book of memories
are special thoughts of you
and all the evidence of glorious things
which, because of you, came true.

As I turn back the pages of memories
and recall each single thought,
I realize the happiness and pleasure
that knowing you has brought.

There are memories of the times
we've shared both bright and gloomy days
there are memories of your kindness
and your friendly, thoughtful ways.

There are memories of your laughter,
your gay and cheery smile
that added a bright note to each of us
and made life more worthwhile.

There are memories of the things
we planned each friendly little chat,
when we would get together
and just talk of this and that.

And when I recall these memories
as I move along life's way
they grow more precious and blessed
with every passing day.

I don't love you.But maybe I love the way you laugh when I say I hate you in a funny way.
I'm not gonna fall for you, but mayb I'll fall for the sacrifices you've given.

No I'm not gonna fall inlove with you, but maybe I may have fallen inlove with the way your face makes when you're concerned.
Oh I swear to God that I don't love you but I'd be lying if I say I didn't need you.

I'd wake up every morning and wish that you were infront of me making me laugh.
I'd walk you home while we're holding hands and just being happy.
But maybe I don't love you.

They say if you love someone else you'd let them be happy.
Even if you're not the reason.
You deserve to be happy. But please,
Not infront of me.

And if I had known that things would end up this way,
I might have, stayed a little longer.
Talked a little longer.
And hugged you a little tighter.
But maybe I do love you.
I just couldn't love you right.

I woke up with a start. I remember every detail of it.
It happened as if it's real. I remember feeling the chills in my bones,
the feeling of being loved.

But then again, I know it's not real. The barrier between
us keeps on growing bigger and thicker. This love I feel, no matter how
intensely powerful, would never be able to save us from the whirlpool of judgement and neglect.

Why do we have to feel this right love at the wrong time?
Why do we have to deal with the consequences of this terrible fate?
Why can't we just live our lives and show to the world how much we love each other?

Waking up is very hard for me especially when I know that I have to
deal with the cruel world again. The ony thing i'm holding on  is the
sweet smile on your lips. It takes away the pain I feel.

The sad thing is, the society claims your smile as its own.
And sadly, i'm not part of the world you're living in. I'm just a simple
girl mesmerized by your smile, a simple girl who fell in love.

Destiny does play it smart. Now, we share the love. Never did it cross my mind that you'll fall in love with me. Now, I can feel that i'm loved. This is no longer a fantasy.

Now, we are one. In the middle of the rain, I waited for you. I waited for you to come. Then, you came. In the middle of the rain, we have defied the odds.