I get so satisfied when you enter my mind
Can’t wait for days I’ll be with you all the time
And I don’t understand why we’re so far away
I live in T.O and you live in L.A
But distance means nothing
When you just stop to think
Yes. I’d love to for us to kiss and hug
But when I hear your voice, you become a drug
I feel so relaxed your voice is a sweet melody
Which makes me forget that I feel lonely
Maybe one day we’ll finally meet
But for now your voice is all I need to live

crying to you was my only relief

and when you cried with me I felt like we were in this together

but then you said "I'm going to push you away" with tears streaming down your face and in your shaking voice

I couldn't cry myself out of relief

and I tried to touch you and you wouldn't resist but you wouldn't touch me back

I knew you wanted to but you thought you were doing me a favor

"you deserve better, I'm just going to be a loser" "I don't want that for you"

"you would never be a loser in my eyes" I whispered unclear

there was so many times that you would pull me close to you

but here wasn't the case

I'm out of tears now, I'll go through the motions but nothing will come out

I just want to talk to you
but you "don't want anyone to care about you"

"I don't understand" I cry
and you never said anything back to that

cause deep down you don't understand yourself either

There’s a boutique of flowers
I set up just for you
Everyday you’d pick out
The most beautiful blue

It’s a pretty bouquet
I thought she’d receive
But the flowers were for me
You were too scared to give

There are things inside my head
That won’t be told
Never be said

And by the time
You’ll find out
It will already be too late

Roses come in red
and in pretty blue
yet daisies stay white
forever and true

Roses have thorns
While daisies are soft
Yet you picked the rose
After you got told

Your hands keep on bleeding
Baby don’t you see?
You picked the wrong flower
and that flower is me