The person who loves you is more important than the person whom you love....
It is seldom in the life that the person whom you love is the person who loves you so much...and it is unfortunate...

I choose to die and not to live is my life
Paranoia to live is my greatest fear, less is death

As I sink into the sands of doom of time
There is no longer a great creator in my life

Swimming to nothing, is how I feel
The end of wisdom is falling beneath me

Into the darkness of time I’ll shall sink within
No fault to blame me, but only to blame time

Rediscovering my computations of hell
A black hole is my falling beneath my feet

Where no pieces of the puzzle fit together
For this I have trained for throughout my life

I love you absolutely
and you don't have any idea
of what can I do for you.
Ask me the universe I will embed in your eyes,
and When you close your eye-lids
you can see what I feel and mean,
I can be anything you love,
I can do anything u want,
the only thing is you have to ask me
or I have to know that you need it....
and even by the ripples of your breath
or by the fluttering of your eye-lids,
I would know what you want without being told,
love is not just an utterance...
Love is for me the source of my existence,
and I want it to be as a blend of our existence,
and the divine reflection of our creation.
I love you .....

Only when I am done giving,I can ask you for something in return..
But my love is a constant giving process..and
it gives me no room for asking u back...
The more I exude,the more I generate...
love is something that I generate and I am generating it constantly leaving me no space and time to think of whether u r giving back to me...
Shiva has given me this that is not exploitative by nature...and I am in eternal debt to him.