i dreamt
that our bodies
are
timema c h   i    n   e s

what is it like to be loved?
what is it like to be loved?
what is it like to be loved?

i somehow
have to
b e c o m e
the
winter

it is the only
way to be
f r e e
of it.

(a note to self, really)


you don't seem to realize
that some of the things
you are asking me to describe
seem to be out of
the realm of known
things with known
words.

so i mean,
i'm doing the best with
what i have,
ya know?

i suddenly know
without a d o u b t
that in order to become
the strongest possible human being
i am capable of becoming,
i have to integrate
e very
|single|
one
of
y o u.

but the hilarious thing is,
since i simultaneously
k n o w
we are already

o n e t h i n g

there isn't even
anything for me to do!