and I'll finally be discharged!
I'll finally be on my way back home.

I'll finally be able to show I can do this.

I say hurry, help, heal.
Hurry before the pieces of my heart are lost forever.
Help me to love again and not be afraid.
Heal my broken heart.
Pick up the trail of pieces of my heart that I left behind.
Someone find me.
Im not easy to miss.
I'm the girl with a broken smile.
I'm the girl that has to look away before the tears come out.
I'm the girl who doesn't tell anyone about the pain because I don't want to burden them.
I'm here please find me.  
Pull me out of the darkness.
I'm crying in the corner of the room at that party so come pick me up.
Kiss me and tell me it's okay.
Love me like you've never loved before.
Hold me like I am yours.
Kiss me with passion.
Treat me like a princess.
Make me laugh.
Let me be your partner in crime.
So hurry before it can't be fixed.
So help my heart.
And heal my soul.

I try so hard  and yet you feel nothing
I love with so much and yet you follow her
I cry and taste the salt from my eyes and yet you don't care
I hurt and yet you say stop
I feel your kiss and yet you seem to feel empty
I get mad as you do and yet you yell
I look to the stars and ask what to do ?
I look to my heart and ask how do you feel ?
You look to the stars and ask of nothing?
You look into your heart and don't say a word ?
Cupid is trying to lift his spell.
I fight him as much as I can
I will fight Cupid in this war and in the end you will look at the stars with purpose
You will look at your heart and feel love
You will feel something again
You will follow me
You will care
You will be full
You will whisper rather then yell
And you will
love again

everybody shaves
so Warren Buffet invests in Gillette;
and every country drinks
so he also buys Coke shares -
which leads me to my own investment strategy

Every human sheds forty thousand
skin cells an hour
That’s forty thousand cells times 7 billion humans
each hour–
you listening? -
now that’s a lot of dust;
and not to forget the many cultures and nations
that cremate rather than bury
and that releases from each body in the barbecue
1.6 trillion cells of dust -
it’s a ****** dusty world, isn’t it?
so…I’ve got it all worked out…
*I’m investing in vacuum cleaners…

Felt almost happy today, forgetting this wreck.
Until you came back and kissed scars onto my neck.
Counted up my bruises, one for each day.
Knowing that some, won’t ever be going away.