So much of me
Is still entwined in you
Every memory
Stuck to my heart like glue

I’m hoping I don't go under
And trying to let it go
But I can’t help but wonder
If a better love I’ll ever know

All the time
You told me that it was for forever
That there was nothing better

All the time
You said you could not believe I was real
And I thought that told me how to feel

All the time
I ignored the little signs
Because you kept telling me it was fine

And all the time
I loved you and didn’t question it
I never thought you were full of ****

And all the time
I told you all I needed was trust
And you agreed it was a must

But all the time
You were lying
And now I feel like I am dying

Now all the time
I wonder why I kept it going
When deep inside I felt myself knowing

Now all the time
I question how I feel
Because if it wasn’t, then I don’t know what’s real

All I can say
Is I hope neither one of us dies tonight
Because if todays the day
Then you shouldn’t have left me hurting this way

All I know
Is if one of us should die tonight
Would you regret letting me go
Without telling me you love me so

All I can do
Is hope neither one of us dies tonight
Because you didn’t think it through
Got tangled up in you

All that can think
Is if one of us should die tonight
My stomach would sink
Knowing you chose to drink

Over me

The only thing you have to do is die
But I won’t be up there in the sky
You’ll just have to trust
I’m tied to the earth even when I fly

But we’ll escape this curse for now
Find comfort in our vow
We won’t let it keep us
We’re better than it anyhow

The earth beneath us crumbles
Gravity slips away
We live among the stars
Come back another day

It’s hard
Cause I’ve been there and I’ve felt it
But it’s okay
Because I’ll be there again and I’ll feel it again
Just in a different way

I seek the thrill of knowing
Of knowing it all
I seek the truth it tells me
The truth of it all
Cause this world is empty
And full of lies
But there is more on the other side

The answers it brings
Lead to more questions
An endless road
It’s the answers that keep me going
And the questions that bring me back

All these unanswered questions
Are the payback for the wisdom
I am found
And yet more lost than I was before

I yearn to be free
Not held back by thoughts
But I yearn to know just the same
It’s an addiction I can’t stop

Is enlightenment just a trick
Or do we really know it all
When we know nothing

Moving past the guide they’ve given
And knowing what is right

Moving past the guide you’ve given
And doing what feels right

Forget what they’ve told you
Forget what you’ve told you
If you give love
You’ll get it
Everything else
Just forget it