Submit your work, meet writers and drop the ads. Become a member
  Feb 2017 Allan Frei
Busbar Dancer
There’s a menacing chill
on the air
this evening.
“Had I the wherewithal
I’d leave this place,”
I think to myself
as the first warning is issued
by that unfriendly cloud
hanging low and dark
over the mountain.
While once I thought that
the rain would fall with purpose,
I’ve come to understand
that floodwater has no manifesto
except to place the scumline as high as it can.
We can stack these sandbags tall
around our hearts
without regard for what’s on either side of the dam.
They’re only transient monuments to ineffectiveness anyway.


An assassin stands at the corner
wondering if I’ll ever leave my house
and its warmth.
I have news for him, though…
There’s nowhere to go, and
the weatherman thinks we’ll have a storm.
Hoping your gutters are clean.
Allan Frei Jan 2017
Sometimes I wish I wasn't myself
I didn't act the dumb ways I act
And I could talk to people how people should
I couldn't be labeled weird or annoying
For being how I am

I want to be proud of my way
But the path is weedy and I'm bumbling
And awkwardly walking, falling
I feel laughed at and red faced
Stupid kid who can't relate to anyone

No matter how old I get
I still feel like an imposter
Trying to mimic comfortable people
I can't shake the feeling of being
Alone with no one wanting to talk to me
Allan Frei Nov 2016
Street lamp vitality hooded
Pumped adrenaline rush release
Photosynthesis in amber light
Nocturnal beasts and ***** vermin

Brain boils tar, toxic sludge, *****
An anti-hero, drugged radioactive
Activated by the radio waves
A homeless veteran of divorce wars

The hollow moon and hollow promises
Finds upside down minds jilted
Only flickering dim candle lights
Self-powered by winds of change
Allan Frei Nov 2016
Transfer your surrogate anger to me
Passion my ready heart
Give me that blood red devoted
The war cry opposing pains

Decorate my temple with it splattered
Tempt me undeserving, goddess
You're a universal donor and the
Engulfing, endless universe

Forest fires fertilize the earth
  Nov 2016 Allan Frei
Autumn
I stared off into the distance
Always repeating
Never wanting to be the one retreating
I stared off into the distance
Always repenting
Never wanting to be the one sinning
I stared off into the distance
Always glowing
Never wanting to be the one dimming
I stared off into the distance
Always claiming
Wanting to be the one who determined the next distance
Allan Frei Nov 2016
Why are people always shouting?
If I shouted that much
I wouldn't recognize my voice
Whenever I talk to myself in my head

Every eye taken in revenge made me blind
And I swallow hate like poison
Next page