I knew you'd always leave me alone.
With cold words in my brain I would never say.
Cracking the war inside my head with the nightmare I turned into.
Dying everyday to have you never remember by the time the days fade.
These days pass slowly while I pace wondering if I could've stopped you.
And I'm forgetting how to feel, can you save me from myself?
Can you chase these ghosts away?
I tried to find some ways to hide myself away.
How could give me all this clarity, and then leave me gasping to breathe?
When I even gave up everything, my past still followed me to this ledge I'm leaning to fall off of.
And I gave, and I still give for all these empty mistakes, I continue to make.
How can I share all this with someone else when I thrive in this hell?
Here in this dark side of me..
In this lonely lost, what have I become out of this life I've been given?
How would you expect me to move on when all these skeletons bonding me to you.
Pull me down, choke me down, how could I dance when you always tripped me.
Why did you go?
I'd surrender every piece of me to see you again.
I'd paint you in a million different ways, just to try to get a structured mind again.
How do I live this life blinded with what you left me?
All these angels ****** and stomped out, the lost children they are.