I knew you'd always leave me alone.
With cold words in my brain I would never say.
Cracking the war inside my head with the nightmare I turned into.
Dying everyday to have you never remember by the time the days fade.
These days pass slowly while I pace wondering if I could've stopped you.
And I'm forgetting how to feel, can you save me from myself?
Can you chase these ghosts away?
I tried to find some ways to hide myself away.
How could give me all this clarity, and then leave me gasping to breathe?
When I even gave up everything, my past still followed me to this ledge I'm leaning to fall off of.
And I gave, and I still give for all these empty mistakes, I continue to make.
How can I share all this with someone else when I thrive in this hell?
Here in this dark side of me..
In this lonely lost, what have I become out of this life I've been given?
How would you expect me to move on when all these skeletons bonding me to you.
Pull me down, choke me down, how could I dance when you always tripped me.
Why did you go?
I'd surrender every piece of me to see you again.
I'd paint you in a million different ways, just to try to get a structured mind again.
How do I live this life blinded with what you left me?
All these angels ****** and stomped out, the lost children they are.

Would you miss me when I'm gone?
I'll fall into all this all over again just to be burnt to pieces.
Don't you dare tell me what life is.
Cause I really don't want to ever find out.
Would you need me when I'm gone?
Or was I another notch in the wall that you knocked down.
I'm already waiting to fall down, again.
Don't you dare tell me what to think.
Because this time I don't care.
I'll burn all this again just to watch it in your eyes.
I won't wait for you when the last stand happens.
I'll wait down here while you're falling.
I'll prove them all wrong, push me down, all these years have amounted to this.
Let's prove them wrong.
Stay awake, it'll be worth it. You'll watch the sun come up again.
We'll be weightless in the dawn.
You don't know who I am, let me go on living.
Fifteen years to be pushed up to the edge.
But it's my blood and in my soul to watch all this drop down. Let me be the one to numb this out. I'll be your painkiller.