I'm addicted to your everything. Your look, your touch, Your sneer, your smile, Your love and hate. I just can't pull myself away. Your biting words, Your fighting blows, Your angry glance. I'm addicted to all of it. Someone please help me stop.
I won't have kids I'm very serious Not until i can say to them "I lived through a time when it was unhealthy to have your curly hair and brown skin, When you could be killed over an assumption. Yes I know even if you had nothing to do with it. I lived through a time when it didn't mean much to us to serve and protect. But your generation can do better than us, We caught and exposed via our phones and social media the power lustful and corrupt
But we only received this torch from those that walked up and down on this path before us. I want you to do better and be better than us my child, so go out into the world and be proud of your heritage and who you are Remember the struggles we went through, so they never happen again. "
When you said your last goodbyes I died a little bit inside. It hurt like hell, It still hurts. I loved and I cared and I lost you. Hiding my emotions from the world concealing the fact that I was charmed by love. I became who I used to laugh at, I was a fool in love.