every body thinks they know you
from the moment they met you
they'll judge you, but do they really know
who you really are, then and now?

but whenever we're together
the insecurity inside me vanishes
you know why?
cause it's you that i love, that's why

it's the time we spent that i treasure
not the money we spent that's for sure
nobody can dictate you where you can be happy
cause we can have our own choice to be jolly

i know one day i'll wake up in this beautiful nightmare
that you're not really mine
but just the mere thought of you
make me imagine beautiful dreams with you

falling inlove was my biggest mistake
cause hearing you saying you love me was just fake
i've never expected i have let myself being a fool
and now im drowning with your white lies in this cold pool

how long have you been fooling me?
how long do you intend to hurt me?
how long will i suffer?
and how long will you stay improper?

don't you know your unfair?
cause your busy with someone and hiding your secret affair?
how could you say you love me?
when your heart was already owned by somebody?

i guess your not worthy for my love
because you are not as pure as a dove

love is a simple word until you came
you give its meaning without explaining
but still you make me feel it is coming

i never thought you would love me
because i know you hve someone to have
it is fate who is playing our love game

time flies really fast, things change and people too
soon, my heart would realize who are fake
but loving you would not be a mistake
need to accept the fact that we're not the perfect two

i'll wake up in this beautiful nightmare
and realize that you'll never be mine
i still really love you and i do care
by just a simple glimpse from you my heart shines

He is the only man
that can make me truly smile
he is always there
whenever im on my darkest affair
our tiny conversation
makes my lips smile wide in some reason

the man who makes me smile
is now on the battle of his life
he's in the midst of life and death
but i know he's fighting because he never wanted to just leave us there
all we do is nothing and waiting
but we all know that it's worth waiting

i hope i was with him
so this scene is not happening
i hope i can take care of him
i hope i can touch him
but i can't, all i do is sobbing
he is miles far away
all i do is carrying this phone with his photos and voice recording

i've been trying to think of positive thoughts
distracting myself because my mind floats
why is life so unfair
i want to be with him
but why can't i be on where he is
I have to be strong because i know i can do this

This cheerful guy looks peaceful in his deep sleep
wake up stubborn man, your taking to much sleep
he's like a withered rose
he's smiles becomes emotionless
because this tough guy is lying on the hospital bed
unconcious and have nothing except from his hospital dress