everyone tells me that I shouldn't let you kiss me and that I shouldn't let you unbutton my jeans because you don't care about me and all you care about is making me fall in love with a fictional love that you promise is real. but, I swear when it's 4 pm and I'm up against a tree and you're kissing my neck all I can think about is how I can feel your heart beating out of your chest and how you're whispering that you've never wanted anything so much in your life.

I thought you were gone for good this time, when you walked out of my life this time. you are my dark clouds you are my rainy day. You take my sunshine and replace it with The pain, but someday's I think I need you. Somedays I miss you, somdays I love you...