hard to imagine
             remember
a time when you weren't
a distant voice weren't
a million months away

a time when your head
rested on my shoulder.

(come to think of it,
mine rested on yours
more often.)

I don't remember.
this is all I know.

weird to think
I loved you

once.

your sleepy voice at 12:02
makes me feel
home again

"one day I will be the sun,
and I will burn brighter
than you could believe."

why am i awful

i never told her

"*******, you're just scared and weak"

I think I'm in love with you.

I need
loud music
better friends.

i forgot to have friends

thinking about you

im falling off the edge of my bed waking up where am i

redesign yourself.
actually do it, this time.

does she get better
in the end?

I'm in love with the way you
laugh
and your smiling
eyes.
dear god you are perfect.

i think u can tell when I'm doing really well because I don't come here to gripe as much.

in my own bed
my arms
not yours
im here not there im
mine

not
there

I hop e I . make yo u sad
some tim es

changed my sheets and forgot your name.

your hair looks nice

you are something good and
something nice.

But I still miss her.

and now I really am happy
and I really am healthy.

I made it.

Why is everyone so depressed?
Why is everyone so stressed?
Why is everyone so scared?

What the hell is going on with today's youth?

every developed thought i communicate is a waste of syllables.

to surround yourself with people you love

to not say goodnight
every night

you tell me you love me but
more than just your shadow
dances with another.

how does that work

sleeping stars my
head's
confused

ur my favorite
still

summer. start it over
do it better
grow up

and she's probably getting ****** (up) right now

rest in peace
the girl I used to know