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 Mar 2014 Adam Childs
Owlman
Death
 Mar 2014 Adam Childs
Owlman
Some prefer to face it,
some prefer to embrace it,
It's what we deep within care
and ultimately share

I say it's always with us
If i may dare
If life has an irony ,
It would be right there

In Plain consciousness we live toward death
This poem is a TRUE STORY.
I strongly recommend that
You read the whole thing.

I was really broke one year,
I was in a test,
I had to pay the rent,
But I knew that God would bless.

I set up a yard sale,
To relieve the money bind.
I didn't know I'd be so fortunate
As to what I was to find.

A young man came by
On a beat up bike,
He looked so hot I gave him
Some water for his hike.

He took the drink most gratefully
But he seemed a little down.
Even though he was flirting
Acting like a clown.

I had a music setup
Playing some music for God.
He said something very strange,
And he was acting odd.

"I'm a Devil's Disciple,
The Motorcycle gang."
He didn't say it loud
And I could sense his pain.

He said his motorcycle
Was broke down, in the shop.
But he was a Disciple
His face set, in thought.

I was quite abashed.
And taken aback.
He pointed out his "teardrop"
I asked him, "What is that?"

He told me he had killed a man,
And assisted in the deaths
Of at least three other people.
These had been his tests.

Well, I didn't believe him.
I thought it was a brag!
But was taken aback again
When his face began to sag...

He began to cry!
Those tears were right on top!
He was to **** another man,
And he wanted to stop!

He said God despised him...
He would not forgive!
He could not take it anymore
It was no way to live!

I felt such compassion...
I could, in a way, relate.
Though I had never killed a man,
My average wasn't great.

I opened up my Bible
And showed him a few things.
I told him the story
Of Jesus' suffering.

I told him of His MERCY
Of His ABUNDANT Grace,
I could see the tears subsiding,
And a look came to his face...

I had something else to tell him.
The Spirit brought it up.
I was hesitant to tell him,
But the Spirit would not let up!

I don't know how I knew this.
To this day I have no clue.
I said, "You lost your father,
But it was not due to YOU!"

His eyes got big as saucers!
He was completely shocked!
I said, "Come and sit down here.
We really need to talk.

You've been living with the guilt.
It's yourself you must forgive.
Let The Lord Jesus in your heart...
It's time for you to LIVE."

So he took my hands,
And we said a prayer...
To my great astonishment
He nearly left his chair!

He cried out, "They're GONE!!!"
I asked, " What do you mean?"
He said, "All of the BAD ONES!!!
I JUST SAW THEM LEAVE!!!"

Well. I knew what he was saying.
I knew just what he meant.
There were DEMONS IN HIM...
AND AT LAST THEY WENT!!!

Because he received Jesus Christ
The monsters went away!
I will stand on this belief
To my dying day.

He put his arms around me.
I held him for a while.
He bawled just like a baby.
He was as a child.

When he was done weeping
He said, " I can no longer ****.
But I'm very much afraid,
It is the Disciples' will."

If not he'd be dead.
Which way should he go?
I said, "I don't need to tell you.
You already know."

He'd been on his way to deal drugs,
But he couldn't even score.
He had to stop with everything.
Couldn't do it anymore.

We talked a while longer.
What we spoke of I can't say.
But he did not come back to see me...
But I remember... and I PRAY.

WHAT I WANT TO SAY HERE
IS NO MATTER HOW YOU'VE LIVED,
NO MATTER WHAT YOU'VE DONE...

JESUS CHRIST... F O R G I V E S !!!


S~S
I posted this due to a friend out there...
Maybe... YOU.
Sunset bleeds into
gauze clouds.
No help. No hope.
No...
()
^

S~S
I hope this is not too
heavy.
But it's TRUE.
"Open your eyes"
after what seemed a timeless flight,
he heard her voice softly whisper,
he was reluctant,
though he could
imagine her curious eyes
peering at his face, from above,
he was floating over the clouds
where with her he found
a nook to snuggle
and remain enclosed in each other .
The clouds, moving in a frenzy,
was amazingly tender with them both
probing cloudy fingers went wild
caressed their body,
and tickled, dark desires
till they squirmed with pleasure
erupting from a secret spot,
and pleaded to stop it,
in one moment, feeling insane,
then, 
like feathers from a wing
they slipped in to the hands of the west wind
and to a dreamless sleep, till she woke up first.
I come from an environment
where change is an everyday routine
and people can flip their switch
at the strike of a match
so I apologize if every instance
of difference sends me spiraling
downward into a self inflicted
illusion that may or may not be real
but I can’t help that every small
indication of separation
makes me cringe.
I have fallen in love
and fallen accustomed
to hyper sensitivity
and hyper awareness
because the only love
I’ve ever been apart of
was unrequited and
I was inadequate.
And the only love I have
ever been shown
was intoxicated
by madness
and left in the cold
with mental scars
and bruises on young arms.
I don’t want my past
to destroy my future
but if you’ve seen the life
I have been shown
you would think there were
roaches in diamonds
and disease in gold.
Love is not
what makes me paranoid
it’s loyalty,
because how can I learn
to receive
what I’ve never in my dark past
been shown or reciprocated.
I need to learn to trust
in mostly myself and I
because I’m tired of thinking
every beautiful day and genuine person
is all just an a illusion of my mind.
what
if the reason
people are attracted
to each other is because we were once together
as atoms as elements, as stars? What if we once belonged to each other
in our souls and we can feel it? Because I must have been
scattered across the universe in order to feel for so
many people. You were my first love, always
will be. Did                                   you feel it
too?
My hands tremble
At the thought
Of holding yours
But they have no problem
Tracing your spine
As if they were the ones
Who made the path
Old and Beaten
In the first place
 Mar 2014 Adam Childs
Xyns
Devoted
 Mar 2014 Adam Childs
Xyns
I'll burn down my yesterday
Drown in the ashes

I'll cut my past to pieces
Choke on the shreds

I'll choose to love my today
And be devoted to my tomorrow
Erased, eradicated, wiped clean away
That is how I am wishing I was today
No more sorrow, hurt, anguish or pain
No more heartbreak for me again

I tried to explain and do what’s right
Never wanting it to be a fight
I only ever had your health at heart
Now it is the cause of our being apart

A mother’s love is unconditional and true
All I ever tried to give to you
Tossed back at me like yesterday’s news
Beaten, crushed, my heart a bruise

So have your wish and be let free
No more input or advice from me
To live your life as you desire
From this battle I will retire

But just remember as years go by
I wasn’t always the only bad guy
Take time to think and maybe reflect
About my love you chose to reject

So I wish you well and pray for success
A life of joy and free from stress
Be happy and healthy and always take care
Be true to yourself, honest and fair
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