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8h · 23
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I don’t bother you about it because it seems to be the last thing on your mind
I, seem to be the last thing on your mind
1d · 33
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Nothing means anything
To
You
6d · 23
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I spend all day trying to distract myself with other thoughts
Thoughts that aren’t you
Thoughts that aren’t about wanting to die
Jul 6 · 27
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Pilar Orozco Jul 6
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I guess it’s sad
It still hurts to know that you just see my messages and ignore them
Ignore me
What did I do wrong?
Why don’t you even remotely like me?
Jun 29 · 35
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Pilar Orozco Jun 29
271
Subconsciously locking my feelings away again
Trying to accept that I’m nothing to you
I don’t want to get hurt
I can’t get hurt
I know I won’t survive a next time
Jun 29 · 23
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Pilar Orozco Jun 29
270
You’re getting too close to me
I’ll only disappoint
That’s what you told me.
What does that even mean?
I can’t change my feelings for you
but,
I can’t force you to have any feelings for me.
I’m disappointed I can’t just be who you want enough for you to even want to try.
Jun 29 · 26
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Pilar Orozco Jun 29
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I don’t need anyone
I just want you
Jun 29 · 25
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Pilar Orozco Jun 29
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I wish I were different
Better
Perfect-only through your eyes
Jun 26 · 38
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Pilar Orozco Jun 26
267
My life is pathetic and meaningless
Jun 26 · 27
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Pilar Orozco Jun 26
266
Who is she?
What’s her name?
What was she like?
Did she always say the right thing?
Why do you still love her?
Why can’t you love me?
Jun 14 · 37
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Pilar Orozco Jun 14
265
Every guy sees my soul
Every guy...except for you
Jun 6 · 54
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Pilar Orozco Jun 6
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I look at myself all the time
Trying to find whatever it is people see in me
May 31 · 267
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Pilar Orozco May 31
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I get a fraction of a ghost of you
May 28 · 153
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Pilar Orozco May 28
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I feel so stupid that I feel so bad because of you
May 26 · 28
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Pilar Orozco May 26
261
I’m just a body to you
Warm holes to be used
Only when you see fit
May 25 · 30
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Pilar Orozco May 25
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Why don’t you like me?
What’s wrong with me?
May 25 · 24
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Pilar Orozco May 25
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You make me hate myself
Why did you hold my hand at the movies?
Why did you even start talking to me if you didn’t want to be in a relationship with me?
You uprooted my simple, blissfully lonely life
I’m mad at you for that
I’m so angry
You made me believe there was an ounce of hope for something more when you knew you didn’t have any feelings for me
Now you’re all I can ever think about
And you still couldn’t care less about me
May 25 · 43
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Pilar Orozco May 25
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I want to be your favorite
May 24 · 29
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Pilar Orozco May 24
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We’re under the same sky
We work under the same roof
I wish you’d want me around more
May 23 · 19
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Pilar Orozco May 23
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It happened again today
In the afternoon
Our long conversation
You, leaning in to kiss me
Me, instantly forgetting every depressive thought
Us, just for a moment in time
May 21 · 31
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Pilar Orozco May 21
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I need a sign
Beyond any shadow of a doubt
May 20 · 253
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Pilar Orozco May 20
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Guys think I’m special
The one guy that I think is the most special doesn’t even think about me
May 19 · 141
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Pilar Orozco May 19
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I wish I were different
May 18 · 33
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Pilar Orozco May 18
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I’m no one
To everyone
May 17 · 28
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Pilar Orozco May 17
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Coming to the realization that no matter what I do or how I act or how I look or what I say
You won’t even remotely like me
Is
Gut wrenching
Earth shattering
Heartbreaking ...to say the least
I can’t make you like me
I’m not for you
No matter how badly I want to be
May 17 · 25
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Pilar Orozco May 17
250
Your heart is somewhere else
I have to get mine to understand that
May 17 · 314
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Pilar Orozco May 17
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Everything I’ve ever written about you
Forget it
May 16 · 34
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Pilar Orozco May 16
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My memories of you, of us
Make my heart race
May 14 · 44
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Pilar Orozco May 14
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I miss having someone to make plans with
I miss having a date to look forward to
I miss the routine of a relationship
I don’t miss the raw agony they always end in
May 14 · 43
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Pilar Orozco May 14
246
Why keep pretending I could be a fraction of anyone you’d actually want
We should just end whatever this thing we’re doing is
May 14 · 40
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Pilar Orozco May 14
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I wish I could disappear without a trace
May 12 · 20
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Pilar Orozco May 12
244
Should I stop being so negative about you not liking me?
I don’t even know if you do or don’t
I’ve never asked
I’m too afraid of your answer
Maybe if I let in some positive hope something magical would happen
May 11 · 38
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Pilar Orozco May 11
243
I’m not what you want
It hurts
Especially when I know I’m what other guys want
But I just want you
May 10 · 36
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Pilar Orozco May 10
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I’m 25
Never danced with a guy
All I want in this fast world, is a slow dance
With you
May 10 · 321
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Pilar Orozco May 10
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Who else do you talk to?
Are you making an emotional connection with them?
May 10 · 38
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Pilar Orozco May 10
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I had so much resolve to completely avoid you today
The instant you said something to me it instantly disintegrated
May 6 · 43
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Pilar Orozco May 6
239
My feelings will always be unrequited
My heart quietly breaks because of you
Longing to be yours
It’s fine
May 4 · 52
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Pilar Orozco May 4
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Your mind is a minefield
I tiptoe around the danger
May 3 · 41
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Pilar Orozco May 3
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Where we can kiss
Where our hands race up and down each other’s bodies
Under the cover of night
Our darkest corner of the earth
Brings out our best light
May 3 · 32
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Pilar Orozco May 3
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Fate
Destiny
Luck
What brought us together after 7 years?
May 2 · 34
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Pilar Orozco May 2
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Instant fear
Panic
You won’t want anything to do with me after you see her
It’s not fair
I’ll be discarded
Apr 29 · 35
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Pilar Orozco Apr 29
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Why are you all I can ever think about?
Apr 28 · 41
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Pilar Orozco Apr 28
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Am I stupid for feeling anything for you?
Do you have any feelings?
Do you feel anything for me?
Apr 28 · 29
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Pilar Orozco Apr 28
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The wondering is killing me
Should I tell you how I feel?
Regardless of how I know you feel
Would knowing you don’t like me hurt?
Apr 27 · 29
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Pilar Orozco Apr 27
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You’re hurting me
And you don’t care
Because you don’t know
I’m hurting me by not telling you
Apr 27 · 38
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Pilar Orozco Apr 27
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You make me feel like everything I ever say is wrong
Apr 26 · 46
Monday April 20
Pilar Orozco Apr 26
Every night I see you I wish it would never end
Apr 26 · 42
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Pilar Orozco Apr 26
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Your unique rhythm
Took me four months to decipher it
I could listen to it for an eternity
Apr 26 · 32
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Pilar Orozco Apr 26
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Your condition
Darkness for a month
Only letting in the smallest beam of light for a few days
I’ll wait a lifetime for your light
Apr 23 · 25
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Pilar Orozco Apr 23
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Without planning or words, you crossed the threshold
I, closed my eyes and surrendered to your kiss
An explosion of bliss
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