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20h · 16
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I’m just a body to you
Warm holes to be used
Only when you see fit
22h · 18
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Why don’t you like me?
What’s wrong with me?
1d · 17
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You make me hate myself
Why did you hold my hand at the movies?
Why did you even start talking to me if you didn’t want to be in a relationship with me?
You uprooted my simple, blissfully lonely life
I’m mad at you for that
I’m so angry
You made me believe there was an ounce of hope for something more when you knew you didn’t have any feelings for me
Now you’re all I can ever think about
And you still couldn’t care less about me
1d · 30
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I want to be your favorite
2d · 23
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We’re under the same sky
We work under the same roof
I wish you’d want me around more
3d · 16
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It happened again today
In the afternoon
Our long conversation
You, leaning in to kiss me
Me, instantly forgetting every depressive thought
Us, just for a moment in time
5d · 24
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I need a sign
Beyond any shadow of a doubt
6d · 246
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Guys think I’m special
The one guy that I think is the most special doesn’t even think about me
7d · 132
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I wish I were different
May 18 · 29
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Pilar Orozco May 18
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I’m no one
To everyone
May 17 · 26
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Pilar Orozco May 17
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Coming to the realization that no matter what I do or how I act or how I look or what I say
You won’t even remotely like me
Is
Gut wrenching
Earth shattering
Heartbreaking ...to say the least
I can’t make you like me
I’m not for you
No matter how badly I want to be
May 17 · 22
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Pilar Orozco May 17
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Your heart is somewhere else
I have to get mine to understand that
May 17 · 312
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Pilar Orozco May 17
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Everything I’ve ever written about you
Forget it
May 16 · 27
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Pilar Orozco May 16
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My memories of you, of us
Make my heart race
May 14 · 40
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Pilar Orozco May 14
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I miss having someone to make plans with
I miss having a date to look forward to
I miss the routine of a relationship
I don’t miss the raw agony they always end in
May 14 · 36
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Pilar Orozco May 14
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Why keep pretending I could be a fraction of anyone you’d actually want
We should just end whatever this thing we’re doing is
May 14 · 34
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Pilar Orozco May 14
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I wish I could disappear without a trace
May 12 · 18
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Pilar Orozco May 12
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Should I stop being so negative about you not liking me?
I don’t even know if you do or don’t
I’ve never asked
I’m too afraid of your answer
Maybe if I let in some positive hope something magical would happen
May 11 · 35
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Pilar Orozco May 11
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I’m not what you want
It hurts
Especially when I know I’m what other guys want
But I just want you
May 10 · 33
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Pilar Orozco May 10
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I’m 25
Never danced with a guy
All I want in this fast world, is a slow dance
With you
May 10 · 313
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Pilar Orozco May 10
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Who else do you talk to?
Are you making an emotional connection with them?
May 10 · 33
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Pilar Orozco May 10
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I had so much resolve to completely avoid you today
The instant you said something to me it instantly disintegrated
May 6 · 38
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Pilar Orozco May 6
239
My feelings will always be unrequited
My heart quietly breaks because of you
Longing to be yours
It’s fine
May 4 · 48
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Pilar Orozco May 4
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Your mind is a minefield
I tiptoe around the danger
May 3 · 39
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Pilar Orozco May 3
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Where we can kiss
Where our hands race up and down each other’s bodies
Under the cover of night
Our darkest corner of the earth
Brings out our best light
May 3 · 31
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Pilar Orozco May 3
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Fate
Destiny
Luck
What brought us together after 7 years?
May 2 · 33
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Pilar Orozco May 2
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Instant fear
Panic
You won’t want anything to do with me after you see her
It’s not fair
I’ll be discarded
Apr 29 · 33
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Pilar Orozco Apr 29
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Why are you all I can ever think about?
Apr 28 · 41
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Pilar Orozco Apr 28
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Am I stupid for feeling anything for you?
Do you have any feelings?
Do you feel anything for me?
Apr 28 · 28
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Pilar Orozco Apr 28
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The wondering is killing me
Should I tell you how I feel?
Regardless of how I know you feel
Would knowing you don’t like me hurt?
Apr 27 · 28
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Pilar Orozco Apr 27
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You’re hurting me
And you don’t care
Because you don’t know
I’m hurting me by not telling you
Apr 27 · 37
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Pilar Orozco Apr 27
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You make me feel like everything I ever say is wrong
Apr 26 · 45
Monday April 20
Pilar Orozco Apr 26
Every night I see you I wish it would never end
Apr 26 · 40
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Pilar Orozco Apr 26
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Your unique rhythm
Took me four months to decipher it
I could listen to it for an eternity
Apr 26 · 32
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Pilar Orozco Apr 26
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Your condition
Darkness for a month
Only letting in the smallest beam of light for a few days
I’ll wait a lifetime for your light
Apr 23 · 23
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Pilar Orozco Apr 23
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Without planning or words, you crossed the threshold
I, closed my eyes and surrendered to your kiss
An explosion of bliss
Apr 22 · 33
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Pilar Orozco Apr 22
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You.
Me.
Us.
My fervent secret
I love it
Apr 19 · 51
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Pilar Orozco Apr 19
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I’d like to think I’m special
Something tells me I’m not
Apr 18 · 35
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Pilar Orozco Apr 18
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You
Dismissive
Me
Free falling in limbo
Apr 16 · 55
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Pilar Orozco Apr 16
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Two days ago everything was so different
Now I’m dreading seeing you at work again
Apr 16 · 32
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Pilar Orozco Apr 16
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Things never happen how you want them to but they always happen how they’re supposed to
Apr 15 · 43
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Pilar Orozco Apr 15
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Your genuine conversation sends a wave of happiness that crests higher than heaven
Apr 14 · 38
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Pilar Orozco Apr 14
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I’m sure I’ll get tired of being used
Eventually
... never by you though
Apr 13 · 36
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Pilar Orozco Apr 13
***
Saying your name...
A forbidden breath escaping my lips
Apr 12 · 31
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Pilar Orozco Apr 12
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I give up.
I tell myself for the millionth time
Apr 11 · 32
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Pilar Orozco Apr 11
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I get your rotten, maggot filled scraps
I settle for them
Because they’re yours
Apr 11 · 37
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Pilar Orozco Apr 11
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No answers
No reasons
No resolve
Just
Nothing
Apr 11 · 189
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Pilar Orozco Apr 11
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When I’m with you
When we’re together
When your hands are on me
I have to pretend I’m not addicted to your touch
I have to pretend I don’t miss it every day
Apr 10 · 21
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Pilar Orozco Apr 10
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I wonder about what broke you
I know a piece of it lies in our pasts that are awfully intertwined
I’m sorry I didn’t tell you
I should have told you
If I could go back,
I’d tell you in a heartbeat
You make my heart beat
You make my heart race
Apr 9 · 39
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Pilar Orozco Apr 9
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Why do I choose to torture myself?
Why do I try to convince myself you’re any good for me in any way?
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