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734 · Feb 15
141
Pilar Orozco Feb 15
141
Just say you need me
725 · Feb 4
122
Pilar Orozco Feb 4
122
Look at me pretending I don’t like you
508 · Jan 26
108
Pilar Orozco Jan 26
108
Turns out
I’m nothing
To anyone I want to matter to
375 · Jan 3
48
Pilar Orozco Jan 3
48
Last night I kissed you
The only place it could ever happen
In a dream
326 · Dec 2019
31
Pilar Orozco Dec 2019
31
Where will I be this time next year?
316 · May 10
241
Pilar Orozco May 10
241
Who else do you talk to?
Are you making an emotional connection with them?
314 · May 17
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Pilar Orozco May 17
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Everything I’ve ever written about you
Forget it
299 · Feb 11
132
Pilar Orozco Feb 11
132
You to me-
A death blow
267 · May 31
263
Pilar Orozco May 31
263
I get a fraction of a ghost of you
254 · Dec 2019
29
Pilar Orozco Dec 2019
29
You’ve stopped writing about me...
Maybe you’ve finally found the June to your Johnny.
253 · May 20
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Pilar Orozco May 20
n
Guys think I’m special
The one guy that I think is the most special doesn’t even think about me
237 · Dec 2019
25
Pilar Orozco Dec 2019
25
Why do I torture myself with memories from my past?
A song
A movie
A place
The raw hurt is a normality now
Emotionally cutting
Creating perpetual wounds
235 · Oct 2018
4
Pilar Orozco Oct 2018
4
Muse
Only for the amused
-Your Manic Pixie Dream Girl
235 · Dec 2019
38
Pilar Orozco Dec 2019
38
All of my issues are just below the surface
Veiled by a thin gauze no one dares penetrate
234 · Mar 21
191
Pilar Orozco Mar 21
191
It’s always hurting
I don’t even know what it is
223 · Dec 2019
36
Pilar Orozco Dec 2019
36
I let my rage stew
It only ever simmers
It never boils over
Quiet rage is something I have mastered
223 · Jan 29
110
Pilar Orozco Jan 29
110
Our lips fighting greedily for each other
Gasping for oxygen
Set ablaze
214 · Dec 2019
26
Pilar Orozco Dec 2019
26
I’m a hopeless romantic masquerading as a heartless cynic.
190 · Apr 11
214
Pilar Orozco Apr 11
214
When I’m with you
When we’re together
When your hands are on me
I have to pretend I’m not addicted to your touch
I have to pretend I don’t miss it every day
174 · Feb 17
143
Pilar Orozco Feb 17
143
Please come visit me in my dreams tonight
169 · Dec 2019
19
Pilar Orozco Dec 2019
19
It’s not working out.
How do I break up with myself?
154 · Feb 3
119
Pilar Orozco Feb 3
119
I cringe at all the parts of me you saw this weekend
153 · May 28
262
Pilar Orozco May 28
262
I feel so stupid that I feel so bad because of you
148 · Feb 26
158
Pilar Orozco Feb 26
158
The thought of you a few towns over, thinking about me,
It’s almost too much for me to take in
What do you want from me?
146 · Jul 2019
11
Pilar Orozco Jul 2019
11
I feel you miss her.

You say you love me.
It hurts regardless.
You make me feel like I interrupted your probably would be back with her relationship
146 · Jan 14
75
Pilar Orozco Jan 14
75
I can only be myself when I’m alone
Why does no other human want to see the real me?
144 · Jan 4
51
Pilar Orozco Jan 4
51
I’m most afraid of love
I don’t want it to happen to me
The lover always becomes just another stranger to me in the end
144 · Aug 2019
16
Pilar Orozco Aug 2019
16
I’m putting on a brave face
As your hand moves to my waist,
Down...
To my hip.
The left...
Scarred from Halloween twenty fifteen
Your left arm on display
My cuts
Left unseen
144 · Feb 9
130
Pilar Orozco Feb 9
130
I don’t think I’ll tell anyone
I’ll just go
Peacefully
141 · May 19
253
Pilar Orozco May 19
253
I wish I were different
140 · Aug 2019
15
Pilar Orozco Aug 2019
15
I should’ve pulled that trigger when I was fifteen
Saved the world from future me
All of the insecurities I wouldn’t have had to express
Saved eyes from seeing my Frankenstein nakedness
138 · Jan 10
63
Pilar Orozco Jan 10
63
My desperate need to please makes me substantially unstable
137 · Dec 2019
24
Pilar Orozco Dec 2019
24
Every day I sit and stare
Letting the pain from our memories wash over me
And the seemingly endless tears fall
136 · Jan 6
54
Pilar Orozco Jan 6
54
The loneliness is killing me but,
Why do I prefer to be alone?
126 · Feb 21
151
Pilar Orozco Feb 21
151
You’re taking up too much space in my mind
I know I’m not occupying any in yours
I have to delete you
125 · Feb 16
142
Pilar Orozco Feb 16
142
I’m hurting
You know that
Why don’t you reach out to me?
125 · Dec 2019
33
Pilar Orozco Dec 2019
33
I hate feeling awful because of my stupid heart.
124 · Oct 2018
5
Pilar Orozco Oct 2018
5
What are we playing at?
Back at your apartment acting like we never slept next to each other for three weeks. Is it a defense mechanism? What are we afraid of? Containment.
123 · Feb 20
149
Pilar Orozco Feb 20
149
People hit their quota of sadness
I just have to pretend to be okay
119 · Jan 23
97
Pilar Orozco Jan 23
97
I’m now so far in...
Our kiss was a flame to gas
111 · Feb 6
127
Pilar Orozco Feb 6
127
The details bother me
I don’t know where your head is at
Tell me something that makes me feel special
111 · Nov 2018
6
Pilar Orozco Nov 2018
6
I’m drowning in a world of pretending.
Is there anyone that can see through the façade and save me?
107 · Dec 2019
41
Pilar Orozco Dec 2019
41
The harder I smile
The more I break
107 · Jan 24
103
Pilar Orozco Jan 24
103
I’m dumbfounded by your enigmatic, dual state
105 · Feb 14
139
Pilar Orozco Feb 14
139
I had two breakdowns
The sight of your smile was the ease for my pain
104 · Feb 2
115
Pilar Orozco Feb 2
115
Your compliments make us almost seem real
I have to remind myself there is no us
102 · Jan 9
60
Pilar Orozco Jan 9
60
I was unnerved at how abrupt your truth was
101 · Jul 2019
9
Pilar Orozco Jul 2019
9
What am I?
Just another distraction on your list
98 · Feb 11
133
Pilar Orozco Feb 11
133
I agonize over the few mundane interactions we’ll have today
I want more
98 · Jan 21
93
Pilar Orozco Jan 21
93
Reveal more to me
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