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Apr 16 · 33
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Pilar Orozco Apr 16
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Things never happen how you want them to but they always happen how they’re supposed to
Apr 15 · 43
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Pilar Orozco Apr 15
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Your genuine conversation sends a wave of happiness that crests higher than heaven
Apr 14 · 38
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Pilar Orozco Apr 14
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I’m sure I’ll get tired of being used
Eventually
... never by you though
Apr 13 · 36
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Pilar Orozco Apr 13
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Saying your name...
A forbidden breath escaping my lips
Apr 12 · 33
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Pilar Orozco Apr 12
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I give up.
I tell myself for the millionth time
Apr 11 · 32
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Pilar Orozco Apr 11
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I get your rotten, maggot filled scraps
I settle for them
Because they’re yours
Apr 11 · 39
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Pilar Orozco Apr 11
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No answers
No reasons
No resolve
Just
Nothing
Apr 11 · 190
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Pilar Orozco Apr 11
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When I’m with you
When we’re together
When your hands are on me
I have to pretend I’m not addicted to your touch
I have to pretend I don’t miss it every day
Apr 10 · 23
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Pilar Orozco Apr 10
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I wonder about what broke you
I know a piece of it lies in our pasts that are awfully intertwined
I’m sorry I didn’t tell you
I should have told you
If I could go back,
I’d tell you in a heartbeat
You make my heart beat
You make my heart race
Apr 9 · 41
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Pilar Orozco Apr 9
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Why do I choose to torture myself?
Why do I try to convince myself you’re any good for me in any way?
Apr 8 · 55
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Pilar Orozco Apr 8
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I want nothing more than to see you
but...
Seeing you is getting harder and harder to bear
Apr 4 · 33
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Pilar Orozco Apr 4
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Thinking about you is so painful
I’d rather just die
Apr 4 · 21
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Pilar Orozco Apr 4
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It’s killing me to be there
Day after day
Would it **** me to leave?
Apr 4 · 43
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Pilar Orozco Apr 4
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It’s too much
It was all entirely too much
Apr 4 · 26
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Pilar Orozco Apr 4
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Your silence. . .
My answer.
Apr 4 · 29
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Pilar Orozco Apr 4
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I am nothing.
Not even enough to be an afterthought
Mar 31 · 90
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Pilar Orozco Mar 31
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It’s hard getting you in such small doses
I’d almost rather not enjoy you at all
Mar 29 · 48
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Pilar Orozco Mar 29
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It doesn’t feel good pretending you’re not my boyfriend
It doesn’t feel good pretending I don’t care
Mar 29 · 22
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Pilar Orozco Mar 29
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I miss who I thought you were
I miss who I made you out to be in my head
Mar 25 · 32
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Pilar Orozco Mar 25
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I split up the actual story between two friends
One gets the feelings
One gets the why
Mar 24 · 33
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Pilar Orozco Mar 24
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You can’t be everything to everybody
To some people, you’re nothing
Mar 24 · 21
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Pilar Orozco Mar 24
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Yes, I know
It’s happening again
The familiar feeling of locking my heart away another level deeper
The absence of the familiar pain startles me
I know I’ll feel it all later
Compounded
Mar 24 · 36
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Pilar Orozco Mar 24
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It was a mistake
You were a mistake
Mar 24 · 40
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Pilar Orozco Mar 24
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I feel relieved that you proved me right
Mar 24 · 33
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Pilar Orozco Mar 24
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My mistake is thinking that everyone has a  heart as caring as mine
Mar 23 · 37
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Pilar Orozco Mar 23
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I’m having imaginary conversations with you in my head
It’s the only place you actually care about what I have to say
Mar 23 · 27
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Pilar Orozco Mar 23
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Was it a mistake?
Mar 22 · 30
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Pilar Orozco Mar 22
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I long to be close to you
A feeling that will never be reciprocated
Mar 22 · 39
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Pilar Orozco Mar 22
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Nowhere to be and no one to see
Mar 21 · 31
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Pilar Orozco Mar 21
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I hesitate because I know I would succeed if I attempted it
I’m still here
Waiting.
For what?
Mar 21 · 234
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Pilar Orozco Mar 21
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It’s always hurting
I don’t even know what it is
Mar 21 · 32
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Pilar Orozco Mar 21
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We walk around
“Seemingly okay”
Mar 21 · 21
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Pilar Orozco Mar 21
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At least I’m getting something
I know it’s actually nothing
Mar 21 · 29
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Pilar Orozco Mar 21
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Writing is my only happy place now
You’ve permeated every other medium
Mar 21 · 31
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Pilar Orozco Mar 21
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Nighttime
Quiet
All my demons bombard me at once
Restlessness
Noise
Endless noise
Turned up to eleven
Mar 21 · 24
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Pilar Orozco Mar 21
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I’m tired of this chapter
It’s killing me
Each day is more suffocating than the last
Can I skip to the end?
Mar 21 · 30
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Pilar Orozco Mar 21
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The good days just make the bad days that much worse
Mar 21 · 35
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Pilar Orozco Mar 21
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There’s no closeness
Even after our bodies have shared the ultimate closeness
Why are you so far away?
Even when you’re right next to me
Mar 20 · 39
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Pilar Orozco Mar 20
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I want to go somewhere
I want to do something
I want to be somebody
Mar 20 · 29
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Pilar Orozco Mar 20
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My hands are lonely
They will only ever hold each other
Mar 18 · 28
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Pilar Orozco Mar 18
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I’m so used to torturing myself, I don’t know how to live otherwise
Mar 18 · 27
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Pilar Orozco Mar 18
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I’m only your convenient thing
I’m your afterthought
You call when you’re bored
I race to your beck and call
My heart mistakes the physicality for romance
My head knows it means nothing to you
Mar 17 · 37
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Pilar Orozco Mar 17
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I liked you more before I gave you what you wanted
Mar 16 · 41
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Pilar Orozco Mar 16
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Special talents:
Making something out of absolutely nothing
Mar 16 · 20
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Pilar Orozco Mar 16
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I wish you would hold me
I wish you got butterflies when you saw me
I wish I could tell someone
...about you
Mar 14 · 36
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Pilar Orozco Mar 14
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The transparency I can see your intentions with has no meaning to me
What am I doing to myself?
Mar 11 · 26
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Pilar Orozco Mar 11
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It’s so hard seeing you four days in a row
Pretending like nothing is happening
Pretending I don’t know what you taste like
Pretending I haven’t felt your weight on me
Pretending you never held my hand
Pretending the looks you give me don’t hold any special meaning
I want to see you on the other three days
Just once
Take pity on me
Just once
I need you to want to see me
Mar 11 · 29
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Pilar Orozco Mar 11
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I want something very direct, very concise
Black and white
You’re all grey
Leaving me in a fog
Mar 11 · 26
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Pilar Orozco Mar 11
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Some nights I’m scared to sleep
he still haunts me
Mar 10 · 38
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Pilar Orozco Mar 10
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Making myself miserable
My own closely guarded secret
Anything for you
Make it better by making me feel worse
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