Pilar Orozco: Poems

Jan 2020 · 37

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I’m now so far in...
Our kiss was a flame to gas

Jan 2020 · 29

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I’m greedy
I want the entire moment
Not just the exquisitely delicious before moment where I fall

Jan 2020 · 35

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Your words take me to a whole other dimension

Jan 2020 · 23

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Why did you have to bother me if you were never going to bother with me?

Jan 2020 · 38

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Reveal more to me

Jan 2020 · 31

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Your life
Where do I fit in?
I don’t
Useless hope keeps me going

Jan 2020 · 28

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I think about you all day long
It only makes your rejection worse

Jan 2020 · 25

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I see myself alone
An uninhabited island

Jan 2020 · 43

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You’re so far away
You’re not there
Even when you’re right in front of me
You’re unreachable

Jan 2020 · 30

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I don’t know why I keep trying with you

Jan 2020 · 57

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The pain is more than a frequent visitor now
It’s a permanent tenant

Jan 2020 · 29

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I want too much from people that aren’t willing to give anything

Jan 2020 · 24

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What’s the point in crying over something that never existed

Jan 2020 · 47

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Higher and dryer than ever
Thanks

Jan 2020 · 27

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Are you going to be able to squeeze me in today or will you leave me high and dry like last time?

Jan 2020 · 26

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I’m on edge
I don’t know how much or which feelings to invest if any at all
You could change your mind
You’re impossible to read

Jan 2020 · 27

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I’m anxious
I’m nervous
I’m anticipating
You

Jan 2020 · 33

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I do nothing to numb the pain
I will need an outlet soon

Jan 2020 · 31

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Stressed and extra depressed

Jan 2020 · 40

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Not everyone’s life is amazing
I live in the bleakness

Jan 2020 · 32

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Every notification I get that isn’t you is a twist of the knife deeper into whatever is left of my heart

Jan 2020 · 28

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You say the most by saying nothing at all

Jan 2020 · 43

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I can only be myself when I’m alone
Why does no other human want to see the real me?

Jan 2020 · 28

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My fear of rejection and abandonment keep me isolated

Jan 2020 · 23

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We don’t have conversations
I just try to keep you entertained
You always lose interest though

Jan 2020 · 28

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I think about all the things I could’ve said that would’ve been better

Jan 2020 · 38

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We’re two different people
What did you want with me in the first place?

Jan 2020 · 33

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I have nothing to do and no one to do it with

Jan 2020 · 33

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Inferno
There is a fire ablaze within
Do I extinguish it?

Jan 2020 · 32

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I want it to be real
No more words on a screen
Skin to skin contact

Jan 2020 · 27

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Whenever I’m alone
I imagine being alone with you

Jan 2020 · 41

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It’s finally the weekend
No more pretending
I can just sit and be miserable and alone in peace

Jan 2020 · 33

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The details are far too sad and pathetic to exist anywhere but my feeble mind

Jan 2020 · 40

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This day will have come and gone and nothing will be any different

Jan 2020 · 71

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My desperate need to please makes me substantially unstable

Jan 2020 · 37

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I’m anticipating the night
My nerves are on edge
Will I be even more surprised?

Jan 2020 · 36

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I am all of the clearance
Unwanted and undesired
By you

Jan 2020 · 42

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I was unnerved at how abrupt your truth was

Jan 2020 · 44

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It’s so much I don’t even feel anything anymore

Jan 2020 · 25

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I’m so terrified of the answer, I’ve put off asking the question

Jan 2020 · 41

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No one is ever going to care as much as I do,
And I hate myself for that

Jan 2020 · 40

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Would my friend genuinely care if I actually had one?

Jan 2020 · 42

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My heart aches all day long for a response from you that never comes

Jan 2020 · 55

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The loneliness is killing me but,
Why do I prefer to be alone?

Jan 2020 · 35

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My suffering is suffocating

Jan 2020 · 34

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I feel like I could sit and stare at nothing
Forever

Jan 2020 · 47

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I’m most afraid of love
I don’t want it to happen to me
The lover always becomes just another stranger to me in the end

Jan 2020 · 52

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Everyone keeps acting like it’s not a big deal
Like I’m just having a bad day
They don’t realize the thing in my head isn’t like a monster under my bed
It’s a relentless killer

Jan 2020 · 30

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I’m so desperate it’s disgusting

Jan 2020 · 89

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Last night I kissed you
The only place it could ever happen
In a dream