It hurts when your heart is breaking but still keeps beating
And just the sight of him makes it pound so loudly you think you can hear it and surely he can see it beating across the table
This life is tortuous

Where is your mind?
Did I cross it today?

That’s the only way it could ever happen-
A dream or a movie
Either way, not in this life or any other

Why am I even considering getting two movie tickets
Why on earth would you even go with me?
I wouldn’t even know how to begin to ask you anyways

It’s okay, I wouldn’t want to hang out with me either

No matter how much I try
Nothing changes

That one kiss
I knew I shouldn’t have done it
But you were right there
Underneath me
I was selfish
I couldn’t help myself
I felt my feelings transfer in that moment
They bubbled over and spilled from my heart to my lips
And you felt it