Maybe in a few years the fog will clear and I’ll be able to understand what we were doing now

To read the words I’ve wondered about was beyond anything
Yes you physically is beyond amazing
But, for you to tell me that you’re thinking about me
To occupy any space in your mind is extraordinary

I know I have so much to give
And absolutely no one to give it to
Nobody wants a thing from me, that’s what makes it hurt so much

I pick myself apart from the inside out

I want to say so much to you
Act on my emotions
But
I always lose my nerve
What if you reject me?

I just want to be what you need
Who you want
In every way

I’ll never mean anything to anyone as much as he means to me