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Oct 20 · 25
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Zhanara Oct 20
I drank my tear
It is not water
It is not liquid
It is sadness of the heart…
20.10.2024
Sep 23 · 40
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Zhanara Sep 23
my destiny
I am tired to talk with you
I am tired to support you
I am your shadow
I can't carry anything especially sadness
author: Zhanar
Sep 18 · 40
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Zhanara Sep 18
I am crying
But I smile
I am smiling
But I cry
I fool myself
Author: Zhanar
Sep 12 · 47
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Zhanara Sep 12
I hate myself
Really
Help me please
I am crying a lot
13.09.2024
Sep 12 · 50
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Zhanara Sep 12
The nature’s mistake is I was born.
My mistake is I am still living.
13.09.2024
Sep 12 · 43
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Zhanara Sep 12
I am mistake of nature
I am not beautiful
I am not clever
I am not lucky
Everybody  shout at me!
Author: Zhanar
Sep 5 · 278
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Zhanara Sep 5
The nature’s mistake is I was born.
My mistake is I am still living.
Author: Zhanar
Sep 5 · 55
Need
Zhanara Sep 5
I just need supporting
I just need kindness
I just need warm words
I just need equally relation
I need just good words
It heals me
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Sep 5 · 50
Life
Zhanara Sep 5
Life tell me please
Why do you teach me lessons with pain?
Why teachers are so rude?
Why  subjects are cruel?
Why classes so envy?
Why I study here?
I really want to study in  another century.
Not this time
Not these people
Not this place
Author: Zhanar
Sep 5 · 37
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Zhanara Sep 5
I lost myself to earn money for a living.
I lost myself to hear how people say bad words to me.
I  lost myself to look for people who support me.
I lost myself to change good characters into bad,
Why?
Because of that
Society, people, time, everything want to it
I lost myself to be like others.
I lost myself to  find out fair
Author: Zhanar
Sep 5 · 36
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Zhanara Sep 5
If I were a rich person, I wouldn’t be so strict
If I wasn’t enough problems, I could dream a lot.
If I  didn’t earn a living, My heart wouldn’t be  stone
If I lived  like  a princess, I would be so polite
If i was born in a rich family, I wouldn’t work so much time
If I lived in another century:
My soul wouldn’t cry a lot;
My kindness wouldn’t change into ice;
My brain wouldn’t be tired;
So  many pains in my life.
Author:Zhanar
Aug 30 · 180
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Zhanara Aug 30
Don’t touch my heart a lot
It makes me so painful
Don’t touch my soul
It makes me so hurtful.
Author:Zhanar
Aug 26 · 250
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Zhanara Aug 26
I swallow a pain
It's to tough
I swallow a my tears
It's so bitter
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Aug 24 · 50
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Zhanara Aug 24
I am tired  to look for good people from the people
I am tired to prove my work my ability my skills
I am tired to say men I am a good girl whose heart is beautiful.
I am too tired to live where they ignore my kindness .
I am too tired to say I am a girl who needs just supporting.
I am tired to ask what should I do that you appreciate and respect my time, my words, my energy, my goodness.
I am too tired to be a person whose heart is  broken and cries a lot.
Life is meaningless right now for me
Author: Zhanar
Aug 24 · 34
I am afraid
Zhanara Aug 24
I am afraid of dreaming
Knowing it is free.
I am afraid of happiness
Knowing it comes
I am afraid of believing
Knowing someone cheats
Author Zhanar
Aug 21 · 39
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Zhanara Aug 21
I have died every day
Waiting for my sadness
Waiting for my happiness
Waiting for your kindness
Waiting for your fullness
Author: Zhanar
Aug 13 · 45
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Zhanara Aug 13
Time shows you
Who is that person
Time shows you
What is that future
Time shows you
How to appreciate your life!
Author: Zhanar
Aug 9 · 51
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Zhanara Aug 9
Think deeply before to love someone!
Think deeply, before open your heart to someone!
Think deeply before to believe someone!
Think deeply before to understand someone!
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Jul 11 · 46
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Zhanara Jul 11
Life is not life
Without LOVE
Love is not love
Without you
Author: Zhanar
Zhanara Jun 30
I am changing
Cuz
My age is being changed,too
My appearance is being changed, too
My wisdom is being changed, too
Everything depends on time.
Author: Zhanar
Jun 21 · 167
I wanna be
Zhanara Jun 21
I wanna be your angel
I wanna be your devil
I wanna be your time
I wanna be your line…
21.06.2024
May 16 · 79
How
Zhanara May 16
How
How they smile?
When my heart is broken
How they are happy
When my soul is crying
Author: Zhanar
May 16 · 137
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Zhanara May 16
I am too tired…..
To wait my smile
17.05.2024
May 16 · 160
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Zhanara May 16
When my day comes?
When my people come?
When my soul will smile
I am too tired
Author: Zhanar
May 16 · 85
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Zhanara May 16
I am too tired
I know
Life is unfair
I know
Life is not beautiful
But
I am too tired.
I am too tired.
I am too tired
Please
Let me smile without any stops
17.05.2024
May 6 · 77
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Zhanara May 6
When my day will come?
When my eyes will smile?
Author: Zhanar
May 6 · 173
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Zhanara May 6
Remember
Our eyes can’t talk
But
Our eyes can tell the truth
Author: Zhanar
Apr 30 · 97
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Zhanara Apr 30
Rain!
Cry please
Special for me
Cuz
I cry so much
Fog!
Disappear please
Special for me
Cuz
I disappear when I am sad
Wind!
Blow  please
Special for me
Cuz
I am tired to hear a scream of my soul.
30.04.2024
Apr 16 · 65
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Zhanara Apr 16
Return back
my time
My age
My power
My youth
My brain
My energy
Please return my time back
Please
I am so tired to hear and to see
How people hate me hit me
I am still not stone
Author: Zhanar
Apr 11 · 64
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Zhanara Apr 11
I am sorry
I hurt my soul
I broke my heart
I hit my bone
I said bad words to myself
I didn’t support myself
I didn’t care about myself
Just ignore good characters myself
Cuz
It was important some people’s comments…
11.04.2024
Apr 8 · 74
Teardrop
Zhanara Apr 8
My teardrop change into ice
My teardrop hide  into my soul
My teardrop can’t talk can’t discover
It is too tough for me
What should I do?
08.04.2024
Mar 27 · 85
I am not alone
Zhanara Mar 27
I am not alone
My God is always with me
I am not alone
My Angels are always with me
I am not alone
My lucky is always with me
I am not alone
My wisdom is always with me
Just not good people are not with me
Lazy and brainless are not with me
27.03.2024
Mar 19 · 66
Stop
Zhanara Mar 19
Stop to hate yourself
Stop to break your heart
Stop to say bad words to yourself
Stop to ignore your dream
Stop to be so lazy
Stop to cry when you are upset
Nobody understands besides you
21.03.2024
Mar 19 · 84
Dream is flower
Zhanara Mar 19
Dream is alive when aim is here
Dream is die when love is disappearing
Dream is beautiful when you respect yourself
Dream is ugly when you hate yourself
Remember
Dream is flower
21.03.2024
Mar 19 · 81
Love me today
Zhanara Mar 19
Love me today
Not tomorrow
Tomorrow will be or not
I don’t know
Maybe I am not here
Don’t love after my death
I can’t feel it
Cuz My soul will fly out
Love me now
Today is not sure day
Love me right now
Cuz I am not stone
20.03.2024
Mar 2 · 184
Do you know
Zhanara Mar 2
You know
Our heart needs love
But
Do you know
Our brain needs freedom
Our soul needs calmness
Our  dream needs action
Our mind needs caring
02.03.2024
Feb 29 · 70
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Zhanara Feb 29
Help me please
Help me please I couldn’t ignore their words
I want to be happy
I want to smile
Help me please
To ignore their poisonous words
29.02.2024
Feb 29 · 132
my tears say to me
Zhanara Feb 29
my tears say to me:
I am not lake.
I am not river.
I am not ocean
Please stop to cry
Please stop to be sad
People don't know your hurt
Just you know yourself
Please think about your health
Please think about your future
My answer:
I am not sure that I will wake up tomorrow
People's words are brpken  my heart a piece
Sorry
I am not sure I will be happy
29.02.2024
Feb 20 · 247
I cried a lot
Zhanara Feb 20
I cried a lot
knowing that people are not people
Knowing that  person is not person
They are just vampire who drinks someday's dream!
21.02.2024
Feb 17 · 96
Tell me
Zhanara Feb 17
Tell me
what should I do?
when my heart is broken
Tell me
what should I do?
when I cry a lot even rain doesn't see my tears
Tell me
what should I do?
if people without any thinks shout on me
even dolphines' voice can't compare with it
Tell me please
what should I do?
men don't respect me
cuz money is winners in this life
18.02.2024
Feb 15 · 152
Unfortunately
Zhanara Feb 15
Unfortunately
Men don’t respect, if the girl’s is so kind
Men don’t love, if the girl’s heart is beauty
Men don’t like, if the girl’s soul is pure
They just love the girl whose appearance is so brilliant
Author: Zhanar
Feb 15 · 71
Who is Poor?
Zhanara Feb 15
Person who has not money is not Poor
Person who has not a car is not Poor
Person who has not a big house is not Poor
Poor is
whose mind
Whose heart
Whose soul
Is too empty
Because they love gossiping
15.02.2024
Dec 2023 · 105
Oh, Poet
Zhanara Dec 2023
Oh, Poet,
You are the king of literature
You are the figure of  creature
You are always in our heart
Cuz, you are  forever  of  future.
Author: Zhanar
Nov 2023 · 136
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Zhanara Nov 2023
Why do I live?
If .nobody loves me!
If nobody appreciates me!
If nobody thinks about me!
If nobody says: " I love you!"
If nobody is proud of me!
Why
WERE I BORN?
WHY?
FOR WHAT
FOR WHOM
HOW I KNOW
16.11.2023
Nov 2023 · 105
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Zhanara Nov 2023
I am tired
Help.me.please
I am so tired
I work very hard
But I am not rich
I am so humanity person
Bu t I am not beautiful
I do good things
But nobody notice it
I  help everyone
But nobody appreciate
After it
What should I do
Just DEATH helps me?
16.11.2023
Nov 2023 · 247
Four seasons of my life
Zhanara Nov 2023
Four seasons of my life:
My winter is my beauty.
My spring is my humanity
My summer is my kindness
My autumn is my reality
15.11.2023
Nov 2023 · 456
Today
Zhanara Nov 2023
We think about  yesterday
We think about  tomorrow
But
We don't think about Today.
Remember
Today will be tomorrow.
Today could be yesterday
Just appreciate- Today
12.11.2023
Nov 2023 · 247
Take care...
Zhanara Nov 2023
Take care my poem.
Never die, please.
Take care my wisdom words
Never lie, please.
11.11.2023
Oct 2023 · 129
Love
Zhanara Oct 2023
Love is a piece of happiness.
Love is a piece of sadness.
Love is a piece of cake
Love is a piece of fake.
25.10.2023
Oct 2023 · 125
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Zhanara Oct 2023
Please don't steal  my future
Please don't steal my happiness
Please don't steal my luck
Please don't steal my dream
Please don't steal my aim
Please don't steal my time
Author: Zhanar
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