Will anyone hear me
will anyone see me
will anyone know
if i were gone

I knew i could swim
so, why did i drown
I knew i could fly
so, why did i fall
I said, why live
when we are all
bound to die

It's always the same
the good, die fast
but the ones who are not
are the ones , who die last
It's easy to say
forget the past
but, it's hard
when it follows you

-Kaya

society society society
we were so happy
why did you drive us insane
my labeling humanity

we are growing younger
because of your dense behavior
you should have been silent
instead of calling us a failure

what you gain is satisfaction
But, in us
what is lost is compassion
you are blind, you don't see
you don't know, what is reality

you don't speak
because you are afraid
afraid, that you may not be happy
like you are today

-Kaya

Maybe i'm sad
Maybe i'm just mad
maybe happiness,
is one thing i have never had

leave me behind
go far away
but, don't wait for me
don't say i was late

Everyday is hell on earth
i'm walking on land
but, deep inside
burning in fire

They said,
it would be over
but i'm tired, because
a part of me has died
It died-  It died
because, they lied

-Kaya

I yell into a hole
A hole, that is
darker than coal
am i the only one down here
am i the only soul?

I used to be so bold
never used to do what is told
now, here i am
in the cold
regretting the past
as i get old

-Kaya

In a void of darkness
where the sorrows remain
everything goes away
except for my pain

Tomorrow is a time
that i wait for today
just laying in silence
because, i have nothing to say

The mask i put on
hides all the truth behind
you don't know,
who i really am
but you would
if you were not that blind

As i stare in silence
at the blank white walls
I patiently wait,
for my people to call

-Kaya

You stood upon
A bright light
With innocent eyes
But all your truths
Were nothing but utter lies

All that walks
And all that flys
We're nothing great in your sight
Smiling at passers
With hatred inside
You were nothing
but an imbecile
With an extreme pride

You are a thought of superiority
But reality, inferiority
The person you were
Made the person you are
Now all that you wan't
Can't be reached, it's far
Oh it can't be reached, it's far

-Kaya

Staring out the window
Just trying to get rid
Of my sorrow
This loneliness makes me feel
like, I wouldn't be alive tomorrow

How long should I wait
For that blissful day
I feel like there's no way
I feel like I can't escape

It feels like
Being behind a barrier
Behind it, I stand
just waiting for happiness to call
But there is just a little time for me
Before I fall
Just a little time
Before I fall

-Kaya

It's just a thought,
You tell yourself
You know it isn't real
But, you can't trust yourself
There is nothing
in this world
That can stop you,
From distorting reality
you imagine the impossible
And create fear within yourself
A fear, that wouldn't disappear

-Kaya

Time is one thing
That I despise
Everyday, I see
New faces, new lives
But the people,
I saw yesterday
exist no where, no more
but in my eyes
They exist no where, no more
But, in the memories that lie
at the back of my mind

-Kaya

There are times in life
When we fall down,
We try to get back up
But, we can't
People walk over us
And with each step
We get pushed,
Deeper and deeper
Into the ground
We may be fragile
And it may be impossible,
To get back up
But as years pass
Everything will take a turn
And soon, we will rise
Out of the pain
And nothing,
will remain the same
And in the end,
We will be happy again
We will be happy again

-Kaya