Sweet, deep breaths
Arms and legs intertwined

Laying  in awe of you

Fingertips on your chest
Hearts beating in sync

Simply amazed by you

Let’s stay here

We can be together

Let’s stay here

My life is yours forever

Prayers keep me sane
Praying calms the pain

What a blessing are you

Shaking hands
Losing my grip
on myself

I’ve been alone in contemplation

Exhausted
Placing petty smiles
up on a shelf

I’ve been diving into desperation

Bankrupt
Hopes with little wealth

Pointlessly searching
for inspiration

What will they think?
If I finally
Let
Myself
Sink

And will they know?
I was sunken
Long ago

What am I but a servant?
What am I but a wayward son?

What am I but a sinner?
A lost soul scorched by the sun?

Dying by the hands of anger
Denying all the damage that I’ve done

Alone and broken, feeling strangled
And undeserving of the man I love..

What am I but an outcast?
Selfishly dreaming for a loaded gun?

Sometimes it’s like I don’t even know you
And I can’t stand that I’m stuck inside you

Who are you?
Who am I?
I can’t breathe
I’m Drowning inside..

If you dream but carry doubt
Chances are it won't work out