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Roman Apr 2023
Her hand was on her heart
My fingers curved on hers
My mind was not relentless
Her hesitation well deserved
The strings and stones that cut her
She’s a girl that knows a ruse
My heart has been so broken
I hardly sought the glue
I give because that’s all I can do
We must give to receive
I disregard the ledge because we must leap to believe
I trust she must be for me
Her hand lay on my chest
I see her like she’s naked
With my hand upon her breast

We see what we want to but what exactly must we see?
When we fill our voids with people that fill their voids with being seen
She tempts the gem within me
She’s fought for what she’s gained
A man is not the answer so consider me a train
I ride my tracks through midnight
Never stopping in the rain
It’s why I am the man I am
I feel she’s done the same
I do not want to be boxed in
I want to feel her like a fist
Her eyes, they tell me loudly
There’s a Ruby in the midst
Roman Mar 2022
I want to spin wildly, to shake myself to the very core. I want nothing more in this moment, and the punishment is that I'm motionless. Calm.

I can't move.

Not so much as a single breath to grant myself the energy to eviscerate my desire. I am a stone wishing to be water and the pain is that I'm drowning in it's absence. Forget the things you know and remember what you don't. Nothing in this plane has ever made me more alone.
Roman Nov 2020
You're ugly from an angle
You don't reflect enough
Your choices are so loud
Yet they still lack any sound
I'm not so Ptolemaic
You're not a Galilean
I'm not at all judgmental
I am honest. Maybe humble
You're weak below the knees
You're smug and overweight
You don't respect advice based on the mouth from which it came
I'm walking alongside you
I choose to be so close
It might be most absurd but know I love you more than most
Roman May 2020
It was random
I can't stand em
They're inside my head
I don't panic
I'm interplanetary
Soon we'll all be dead

I was walking on the sea and I'm swimming in the street and I'm simultaneously fraught with nothing
I am yearning for this thing that is deep inside of me but I'm philosophically codependent

I am not ok
Everything's alright
I am not ok
I been dreamin'
I got dreams and I'm slow as I am proud
Temptation lady
You persuade me; your thoughts are all too loud

I am not ok
Everything's alright

I have managed
To abandon
The reasons I move on
There's a bandage
For all the damaging
parts I've found so far

I seen her walking by; didn't look her in the eyes and I knew it was a lie but I was looking at her thighs

She said I like your smile and I really like your style and I've known you for a while let's just do it on the tile

I said I don't even know where I am at
She said don't worry I'm never coming back
I said I don't think you really understand
She said don't worry I'm not here to hold your hand
And then she showed me that we are only ruling our mistakes
She pulled me closely, whispered slowly "bend it if it breaks"

I am not ok
Everything's alright
I am not ok
Roman Apr 2019
My thoughts fly to rise
I push my eyes to blind
Even when I close them
I see you in my mind

I wrestle with my logic
The bar is set for fools
Mistaking beauty–for you
The bar has been removed

I wonder what you wonder
I wonder how you stare
I wonder why I wander into tables that are bare

I wreak of incompletion
My goal was in your eyes
I wonder if I hurt you more than pushing eyes can blind

The world is ever turning
The oceans fall and rise
Maybe it's the land that moves–the ocean cannot decide
Roman Mar 2019
I wrote a song about you
The first I've ever done
I've been playing seventeen years
You'll never hear it sung
If I have to breathe the lyrics
I'll set fire to my tongue
I never talk about myself
because then you could not run

I'm a lie behind a fountain
The sun is to the moon
I hate the outer space
I lay inside—entombed

The granite cast of actors
Their eyes are made of gold
I'll take their scripts and hearts and souls
and sell them for more gold
Your smile led me in circles
You sought for what you sold
It was simply circulation
Your hands were awfully cold

Take it while it's cold
It still won't splatter
Drink it on the stove
It still won't matter
Seal it's lips to kiss
It still won't chatter
Raze it's crops to dust
It still won't gather
Strip it from its lenses
It still won't stare
Rip it from the moonlight
It still won't glare
Take it like a pill
It won't be taken lightly
It's in my heart—in yours
It will never grasp you tightly
It's never holding still

You simply can't deceive it
It just misunderstands
What's wrong with you, is wrong with me
You lack the essence of a friend
Things grow from roots that split
The strand means to an end
I don't like to say favorite
It has a way of changing plans

I'll look down at you
"Your hair—it still looks nice"
You'll look down at me
I won't be looking twice
Roman Mar 2019
An interest in indifference
Beneath my heart
I arrived alone
From the very start

Interested in difference
The sun was on my way
To hold my breath before I'd speak
To match my mind's forte

Touch

The certainty as a child
was brusque in all it paid
Gathering for keeping's sake
made keepsakes that have stayed
The nostalgia of my age

The heart would pool fully
Parents not at peace
Gripping my blanket's corners
My size–it would decrease
My ripples were at ease

Interestingly indifferent
It gave me all I made
It justified the center
of mistakes I had to make
The rock
The bus
The kid
The cuts
The run
The door
That turn
The anti-yearning
The core
The burn
That art of learning
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