I've always wanted it to be you
I waited and prayed
Hoped for so many days
And now that you're with me
I don't know what to do
I can't comprehend
That you're the one
I get to pour my attention
And affection into
After so much time
Of just wanting
And believing that it was for nothing
I am just in shock
So it feels like someone
Is going to pop out
From behind a corner
And tell me that it was a joke
Some sort of prank
And that you don't care
That this has all been
A figment of imagination
I get scared
That that's reality
Worries arise in my heart
That you don't feel for me
It's so hard for me to accept
That maybe you do
If you ever wonder why I get scared and worry, that's just how it feels. I know I am worth being loved, but I just have always wanted you to be the one to love me. I know you care, I just get scared.