die
         to
               afraid
                            never
                        ­               was
                                                  I
         ­                               was
                             never
                allowed
            to
      live
     a
life

My head is infested
with thoughts
my ears couldn’t
bear to listen

It feeds my soul
with pitch-black ideas
that had me hanging
over thorns of death

It touches my skin
with blade-like words
wounds after wounds,
I bleed to die

H
    E
        L
            P
                M
                     E

Some dreams,
should remain just dreams
she once told me
and the fire
within me, fluttered;
I remember
how she said
that I'm her dream
I remember how heat
caress my cheeks
that cold night
suddenly, I felt tears
wet my eyes
and my throat felt sore
to the thought
I fear-
some dreams
should remain just dreams

i hated
the feeling
of longing;
it makes
me weak
it makes
me vulnerable-
to being
broken
and to the corners
i once hid
will be again
my safe haven
against pain

I'm touching
the skies
tonight
with the picture
of your smiles'
delight

        your smiles
             are the stars
                     of my night sky

I've joined poetry websites
and all of 'em excites-
the poet i am inside
screaming for words
I can no longer hide;

then hello poetry was introduced
to this poet, so induced
to create crazy lines
that collects higher fines;
tolls i couldn't define

day after day, i wrote
line after line, i broke
and bleed
the words
in my blood
i hid

and to my co poet and poetess
i admit and confess
that your masterpieces
lit up the flame
i have within
my soul to bring
upon your den
of broken lines
made to mend
someone who has been broken
and found this place
haven, a poet's and poetess's space