Phairy

Phairy Aug 2014

Oh you sweet little thing,
I apologize to myself.
But depression doesn't knock on soul, before smashing everything to a complete mess.
Oh my, sweet little thing.
I've hurt myself the most, convincing a soul too weak that it can actually live strong.

I'm sorry, pretty me.
I just never knew how destructive my life could be!

Phairy Aug 2014

suffocating

Does it ever chocke you?
Do you ever run out of breaths to take?
Is it anxiety?
Does it feel like your heart is leaking tears?
Nicotine is your own definition of comfort.
You do not like it when it cracks you like clear viens in your palms.

But that's all you are...
But that's all you are...
That's all you are...
Cracks like clear viens in your palms.

You feel that limp in your throat,
Noises makes you shiver and kind gestures makes you doubt the accuracy of the reason.
People, irritates you but it confuses you how the hell do you even have friends?!

Love? Hate it, never dare to romanticize it. Because that's how you die and mostly it isn't heroic nor good.

Aug 2014

Poetry by MAN

Poetry with Rhyme

Poetry with rhyme its what I do
Master of the old creator of the new
One with the flow my powers are true
Wizard of the word I can dazzle you...
Tingle when we Tango
Mingle then I'll mangle
Tagging hearts hmm I'm a Vandal
Hold to trust like a handle
Bad I own tell tales unknown
Heads explode minds are blown
Methodical turn every stone
Spiritually twisted I have grown
Feeding..Forcing..running its course in
Married today tomorrow divorcing
A solider must **** with no remorsing?
Fight silly wars governments are forcing
Like Cattle hear the rattle of the bell
Set on a path straight to hell
Barbeque babies whatever they can sell
Sad are the tales we never tell
Witness to the scene of a crime
Watch we do with eyes of blind
Searching for saviors to save our mind
Spoken in the language of Poetry with Rhyme...

M.A.N 8-6-14

#m-a-n #odd #political #word-play #free-flow #poetry-with-rhyme

Phairy Aug 2014

Hurt

I've hurt myself by loving you...
I didn't mean too!
I've spent hours, days and years wondering if I'll ever be able to touch your hands...
To feel it against my skin!
God, been years haven't heard your voice. I can't recall the melody. I can't. It hurts, it burns. It kills!!
Why am I so out of luck?
I don't want to be part of this ache anymore.
I rather be stonehearted than be lovesick fool over someone I can't even reach to give it a chance

Crushing over a guy I know for years now.

Phairy Aug 2014

Uh.

Does it shine inside of you?
The memory of me...
Like it shines inside of me...
The memory of you.

Do you think I will ever reach you?
Race the miles and the oceans!
Do you think I'm delusional?
For loving you for years even when you don't even love back!

I wish you or anyone can talk me out of this love; whenever somebody tries to invade my world I show them the way out.
Because what if you ever showed up and what if.... Is what hurt the most.

You will love me back one day, wouldn't you? Uh..