and underneath your skin
lies a heart no longer beating

and you lay
cold and still

and you ask
of me questions
with lips tinged blue

to which
there are no
answers


i know not why
and where to now

i know there is sorrow

i know we move on somehow...

but underneath your skin
your heart has finished
it's toil.....

it is okay...old friend
you can rest now.

I don't want to just cuddle in anyone's bed.
I don't want to just cuddle with someone that doesn't give a **** about me.
I don't want to cuddle with someone that only wants to *** me.
I want cuddling In our bed, with someone who sees me the sky and the stars and the moon and the sun. I want to cuddle with someone who only seek to hold me.

Teach me how to sleep without dreaming of you,,,

Teach me how to be awake without thinking of you,,,

Teach me how to exist without wanting to be part of your life,,,

Teach me how to be an individual human that no longer seeks your surround,,,

Teach me how to laugh even though I know, we can no longer meet in reality.

I have been locked inside my dreams and fantasies because it is the only place I could see your pretty face smiling at my despicable face.

I miss you; but you are so far away to hear.