Your absence is triggering
Calling you, I'm debating
Thoughts of you, invading
Heart rate, accelerating  
Your energetic rhythm, exerting
My rejoiced grin, extending
Surrounded distractions, executing
With flash backs of texts, circulating
The hours spent with you, like seconds, descending.

Once you adapt to change,
Comfort zone won't feel as comfortably wanted.

‪When you  strive for something you want so badly to a point where it'll push you to not wanting it anymore at all,, just to ease the ache of an unfulfilled want

"Are you always this hyper "

They say,

" Why do you always look happy "

They say,,

" You're always smiling "

,,,

Knowing what is it that's engulfing your inside
Is one step taken into healing already,,

Though I do not Fear & do not Regret,
Unrecognized efforts n emotion will leave me aching the most,,