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Alfa Jul 2019
i love you-
i wish we had a future together.

im just selfish.
Alfa Jul 2019
fly me across the world so i can lay in your arms-
to find out you're in love with someone else,
hear my heart shatter in a glass of cold chardonnay,
see it harden while it heals my pain,
and feel our former flame burning away in
the maple leaves.
Alfa Jul 2019
will i ever be anybody's whole?
the one they travel with,
love, cuddle, hug, and cry with.

i guess ive just never been that kind of girl.
Alfa Jun 2019
im tripping in your sorrow
dizzy from the drugs
crying cause your hollow
confused about our love
tellmesomethingreal
tellmesomethingnow
tellmefasterbefore-
i drown
Alfa Jun 2019
im so sorry she hurt you-

you deserve every morsel of greatness you cook up, you deserve more than the empty bottles that surround your feet, you deserve someone who loves you more than me.

you will always be the best piece of my life, dont forget that when you're smoking your worries away in a dark room after a long day. Your screams are heard and echo inside of my soul even if I am far away-

we're geminis, we will always be four people, half of us always tearing at the best of us-

you are not psychotic for wanting someone to love you, my big brother...

- you are not crazy at all.
i love you dearly
Alfa Jun 2019
I was never good enough for you,
why do I keep trying to prove something,
you are not even searching for.
Alfa Apr 2019
I'm telling your ex,
She Missed Out.
That she shouldn't have cheated on you- so you don't doubt all your relationships after.
So you don't feel like you're hanging on every word I say and tread around our problems because you're scared I'm the same way.

I'm telling your ex,
She Was Wrong.
You're not the monster you think you are, you're not helpless or hopeless or a ***** up. You're so much more than you think you are.

I'm telling your ex,
She Needs To Apologize.
I mean get on her knees and scrounge for mercy-
because she doesn't see the pain shes caused through her careless acts everyday and there's no way to build someone up when all the pieces of them are shattered.

She doesn't see you when you grind your teeth at night and wake up from a dream scared I'm going to cheat on you too.
She doesn't see you wince when I hug you because she jabbed you with her fingers on your sides.
She doesn't see when I say I love you and I see the look in your eyes like you almost believe it then shut it out like you'll always be second best to a ghost that doesn't exist.

If I see your ex, I'll say,
You don't get to go in peoples lives and destroy them like a tornado. You're not the wishing star people grew up wanting. You're the crash and burn after finals week, when you've had one too many drinks at a bar, when you eat too much greasy food and lay in bed feeling disgusting.
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