my love is eternal and infernal
and I will be adding to my web

Some made her silence, scream again

In the dead of the night

The streetlights whisper

The truths that have been forgotten

Among those who never listen

But always speak.

He makes even the saddest songs light
Fills my soul with overwhelming delight
Even his whisper is as strong as a hug
Every breath reaches for my heart with a tug

He brings hope in dark times
He brings luminescent flames into blurred sights
Every moment is spring in its prime
He is the highlight of each and every one of my nights

I saw the moon tonight
She was so big
And oh so bright

She followed me
Until I followed her
Into the darkness
Where her glow is endless

I’ll follow you like a mirror follows the sun
Just to see what it is
You run from

These actions
These mirrors I am stepping into
I don't want to enter

But all that I was is gone
And all I can do
Is move forward
Even if what's ahead
Is the great unknown
Of Darkness

Falling

Because you pushed me

I am fallen

Because you pushed me

Don't be afraid

Just accept

What will happen now

As the fire blazes across the street
I can feel the immense electrified motion
I can feel the heat

As the storm above drizzles rain
The fire slowly goes out
There goes the pain

The sky is so high above me
Sometimes I feel I can reach it
But today I feel I cannot
So I will just have to look up
And see it

The storm so quickly came and went
But it left me with some thoughts
Some feelings
Sprouting alive so that I too
Can enjoy the world
Even tomorrow,
A Sunday morning...

The dusty mist
Clogs my mind
With broken promises
Yet beautiful sights

These dreams
Keep failing to show
Exactly what I must know

When they stopped doing
what they were meant to do
things began to fall
shattering all elements
from deep within

You are the second sword
Through the heart
Even though the sword is gone
The scar remains

I see you in the mirror
Through the waves
And shaped in the clouds
No escape
I knew there would be none

But I never imagined
How piercing the pain
Would remain

Human love is the only love
I seek to understand
The only love
I wish to feel
Pulsing through my veins

The sky is bleeding with lust
Fire drips from its cloudy veins
Onto the world below
Cars drive towards the flames
Where they will be judged
With beauty and passion

Seven-thirty is the time for splendor
Power and pain
When the clouds turn pink
And clarity becomes clear

I remember the words
You say to me
In the deepest of all nights

They are mindless
And at the moment
They are nothing

Yet they dissolve into something deeper
Something greater
Greater than even our
Friendship

Splendor upon nothing
Keeps me running
Searching endlessly for more
Just around the corner

Absent minded
With torment at every toss and turn

Why does his ghostly apparition do this to me?
Have I caused myself such pain and sorrow
That I can't even accomplish
What should have been done
Tomorrow?

Drusilla drains my heart of blood at night


I see it drip the words I wish I would have spoken

The forceful dust moving in
From the raging monsoon
Reveals the inner needs deep within me

The lightning runs through the sky
Bringing power and vengeance
If only I was as beautiful and strong

The thunder screams what I want to scream
To those below me
Shake them up with wonder

The dust blinds it all
Yet binds it all
As one

Only in a state in between my dreams and consciousness
Do you cross my mind
Yet in those moments
My heart craves what has passed the most

The state where the soul is exposed
Grasping onto the mirage
Moments before the dreams unravel
And a new world begin
Is when I think of you.

As they dance on the garden of life
They realize they dance on fallen leaves
Death that had come and gone
But the death that will return

Her dark dress
Flows with the wind
Of Despair
Blowing her hair
Away from the sin
Called Life

As I look out my window
Deep into the dark and misty night
I wonder if you can hear the doves
Crying

They sing with utter sorrow
Telling you of my distress
How you have forever changed me
And my chances of moving on

My thoughts
They always lead back to you
And wanting you

It is aching
And not such of a release
As it is when the sun is up
And the blue birds sing their happy songs

In another life
I am free
I have no temptation
Into the otherworld
Where the darkness is
Alluring

In another life
I am free
Sadness cannot reach me
And failure is never on my mind
Where darkness
Simple does not
Exist

Why did she choose me?

Why did she choose me
Her piercing screams
Grow too intense
For the fragility of my ears

Her soft look deceives
What is really up her sleeves
All she wants is
Destruction
And I am in her path

She chose me

We are vastly curious
When it comes to something
We cannot produce
And what we cannot produce
Is a happy ending

What if she used Him
So she could feel something
But the violent end
Came far too soon than
Anticipated
And He was the last one
Who would hear from Her
On a sentimental, seemingly
Manner

It occurs at midnight
When the world is dark
And quiet
All you can hear is your own
Sincere weep for escape

But the truth is
That once you have been
Held ahold by the night
There is no way back
When the alluring effect
Consumes your mind

Can anyone really win?
Does anyone actually try?

Thank you

For leading me
From darkness
From hopelessness
And into
A lit-up room
With beauty
And splendor

For so long
Yet too little
I've been saved
Each day
Of each year
And I am grateful
Not only today
But tomorrow as well
For being there
And giving me
All the things
To be grateful
And hopeful of

I can hide in the night
because I can reside
in my deepest fears
locked away in the
weeping-willowed forest

When the night falls
And your eyes meet someone else's
All you can see is yourself
And what you want in this moment

The reflection of hope
To grasp onto
Falls upon their face
Leading you to the brightness
Which only leads you
To an eruption of truth

I remember you
I wonder if you too
Can remember me
And the things that symbolized
What we danced through
Before times would fall upon us
To cause mass destruction

I hear the banshees cry
They bring in such a state of mind
In the middle of the night
Belonging to blissful release
Not so much sorrow

I hear the banshee's cry
It is a surprise
But one I will accept
Screeching alongside
My past

today
the sky is as clear as a glass window
with animated fluffy clouds
parting way for the sun to come through
and shine light on a new day
filled with cleansing for the ignorant

but here I lie
unable to move
due to my sorrow
but I too
can still look out
and enjoy the sky
even if my own ignorant soul
has yet to be cleansed

Today the cool breeze
Turns into rapid wind
Blowing air over the world
To ease the pain from yesterday

Sharp pain dulls the heart
And fire burns away hope
Helplessness and fear
Consume the souls of many
As dread drags on

But today the cool breeze
Turns into a rapid wind
To put to sleep
The agonizing sorrow

The thrill of the windy air
Runs through my veins
As my excitement
Drips from a dark and gloomy
Room
Filled with wonder of the past
And future,
All the horrors combined
So that happiness
Is an illusion
That dominates my will

Pushed and drag
For miles
By the smoke-filled darkness
That I too
Now obtain smoke within my own darkness

My dreams show me images
Foreign to the naked eye
But to the immersed soul
Familiarly flows through veins

Renaissance of love and wisdom
Arise in the air
Springtime flowers bloom
To defeat despair

Yet here lies all
The secrets told
To live this season
With a spirit that is old

the past seems like yesterday
the mystic feelings
rising from deep within

but the past is the past
and we all know it won't last
not in our lifetime

if it is wrong to cling
to the things that are gone
than I assume the responsibility
of going back into the past
and get right along

I have not forgotten
The joy you once caused in my life
As each night rolls into the quiet town
I grasp on to the hope
That we will meet again soon

When melancholy erupts in my soul
The moon is all I can write about
It’s shining light
Gives me hope
Of a better life

An essence shows it is strong
even when it is wrong
but we just follow along
and pretend we know that it's alright

An essence shows it is alluring
even when it is boring
but we just follow along
and pretend we know best

Beware the truth that lies
Even beneath the deepest of eyes
Because there always rests an essence
One that you may not be able to hide

The unknown wraps around me
Like a fading mist
It brings me to the truths
That remain hidden

I can see so clearly
Yet see none other
Than the fading world
Unraveling its deepest secrets

stand there holding the flowers
looking out into the sunset to the side
while the camera points to you
standing there holding the flowers

so oblivious
so under control
taking wanderlust and passion
into your own hands

The rain is so gentle
The way it is hitting the roof
Yet the raindrops reach inside of me
So roughly and strong
Evoking my truths to come out
And be washed away
By none other
Than the Earth herself

Slipped away
Fallen to the ground

There goes the castle of dreams
Fallen to defeat
Of hate

As I lay carelessly on my bed
Thinking of the times
Triggering my dread

The moonlight shines
It shines through and through my window
Dripping it’s light upon the mantel and pillows

This is the time I deserve to enjoy the dark
When I know the moon is there with me
Not a camera could capture this moment
But my eyes and record can

There’s no one I’d rather be with
At the midnight hour
Then the glorious moon
And her beautiful light

We both have secrets
That must be hidden

We must hide in unison
With the secrets
And with those who have secrets

And keep them locked up in
The treasure called
The Night

Taking a breath of air
Only to choke on my own despair
I'd like to get away
For just a moment

To spread my wings
Delicately and softly
Wiping my tears away
And begin to fly
Fly, fly away