Dark and hollow, shadowed with fear
Words and visions won't seize to appear
Eyes that don't sparkle, are now filled with tears
My heart of sorrow, with pain, so severe
No matter who tries, it will not heal

Inside I die, with daggers and knives
Leaving me cold, in the darkest of nights
Depression and woe what a terrible sight
Is this what you wanted, your sweet delight?
Will you have sweet dreams while you slumber tonight?
Now you're gone with no goodbye
My hopes should have never been so high
Thinking you might actually change my life
Stop the tear flowing from my eyes
Maybe you'll be happy with my sweet demise

No more hide and go seek with my love
Because ready or not here I come
From all your abuse I will rise above
Being peaceful and free a beautiful dove
No matter what, I will not be able to get rid of
Is this what you desire, an immortal dove?

1 cut 2 cuts 3 cuts...4
What's 10 other, since I'm a little *****
5 cuts, 6 cuts, 7 cuts...8
My only friend is a ruthless blade
9 cuts, 10 cuts, 11 cuts...12
I'm stuck in this depression where I dwell
Let's keep going?.... What the hell
Let's just skip to 75,76,77,78
Were all dying anyways.
So I might might as well get it over with
I guess I'll just start at the wrists
Next the legs , then the neck  
Get a rope and jump off the deck
Pop some pills and go to sleep
Since I haven't been able to in weeks
I hope in the morning my mom won't cry
Over my lovely suicide.

My heart is broken
My scars are open
I heard this line
A thousand times
You think you know me
But yet you don't
Love is cruel
And so is hope
Your hate has left me drained
I don't want to be broken
But my feelings cant be contained
These words need to be spoken
My soul feels empty
But you have to empathy
The sparkle in your eyes
Has slowly died
The warmth in your heart
Is what made you so kind
Now you say we must depart
But love is so hard to find
I know tears are weakness
But I can't hold them back
Because of your rude bleakness
I'm stuck in the past
I love you but my feelings aren't worthy
I need you with me now
But since your feelings were an act cause you pity me
Let's take our final bow

Why do you hurt yourself so
But reject help when people see
I hate seeing you filled with the poison of woe
Living off of depression and greif
The sweetest berry
Turns into a vile repulsive treat
A dream granted by a fairy
Something you'll never get to see
The night with out the moon
The day with out the clouds
A mind with no soul
A voice with no sound
Your eyes in the night
Shined like the sun in the day
But the rays are gone
150 miles away
Why, my flightless bird
Do you want to cause me pain
Do you even care if I hurt
Sit and cry in the rain
Do you feel empathy
A morsel of guilt
Doesn't it make you feel empty
Flightless bird

She felt his words enter her soul
As he traced every inch of her skin.
'beautiful' he whispered delicately.
She drifted in and out of realities and daydreams,
Consciousness and unconsciousness.
He stayed gazing at her pure beauty.
Her body was made for his eyes.
Her lips were made for his lips.
A perfect fit.
They lay there for the day.
Talking.
Laughing.
Crying.
They learned each others secrets.
They opened up their pasts.
They planned a future together.
And after all this they fell asleep.

She woke in the morning with a sickening feeling in her gut.
He was gone.
She was too terrified to roll over.
To see the indent of him on those sheets.
She feared that she'd suffocate on the oxygen he'd used up the night before.

She reached one arm cautiously over to the other side of the bed.
Felt his wonderful skin
Laying next to her.
She let out a sigh of relief.
He meant it.
He did.
He meant every word.

He woke with a sleepy gaze.
'beautiful'
He whispered as he kissed her forehead.
Inhaled her scent.
And for the first time in a long time.
This broken hearted train wreck really did feel....
Beautiful.

The darkest hour of every night
When the evening star does shine
The moon, the sun, colliding
My mind, your touch, our hearts
Brighter than the brightest sun
Warmer than the hottest desert
Buy why are we here
In this horrid place
Where the sky's never see the day
The stars never see night
Yelling and screaming does us no use
Our violent screams and beligerent abuse
Healings in our time
Or what we have left
So let's not waste it
Pretending to be friends
The brightest hour of every morning
When thoughts of you creep in my mind
I smile but then cry, because you're no longer mine
But this heart is what is ours.

Love makes berries taste sweeter
Makes the sun look brighter
Makes the blood feels warmer
While it's coursing through your body
Love makes your mind different
Every thought you ever had
Changes in perspective
Jealousy  grows in your heart
While insecurity blossoms in your soul
Love makes you go crazy
Makes your whole world turn upside down
Makes your head and heart ache
To be honest
I hate love
Because love hates me