When the tears are the hilight of your day
And the blade in your hand is your only friend.
The blood dripping off your arm is your ink
And the skin is your paper
You truly know then
You are not living
Even if your heart is beating
Ur only breathing

Decades have passed
And I'm still in the same place
It feels like centuries
Since you left without a trace
Time is to precious
To be put to waste
But I'm wasting away
In the past
Because no one will save
Myself from This despair
I guess no one really cares

At night I can't  rest
Because I have no place to put my head
I toss and turn all night
Replaying all of our fights
I look at the dresser that was yours
As I imagine us screaming and yelling and slamming the doors.
Broken glass and tears
Drowning me in fears
Bruises and broken hearts
You said we'd never be apart
So this is were we end
I guess this is goodbye old friend

As I grey into vibrant colors
The world around me crumbles
Piece by piece you devour my soul
And seal me with demons of my past

The paleness of my skin shows that I surrender
My blood drawn to write my apology
Blade, my pen

All the nights of screaming
All the nights of dreaming
All the days of being terrified of you
Are supposed to be over

You haunt me in my dreams
Shadowing me in my reality
The terror playing back in my eyes
Every
Single
Day

Hello and goodbye
Heart breaks from sad lulubyes
The fire dying in your eyes
The disappointment of no surprises
The bitter-sweet kiss of no return
The futile mission of a love that burns
The whole in my chest that yearns
For you to love ne more than her

If love is in the air,
I must not be breathing,
If love is in the eye of the beholder,
No one is looking at me,
If all is fair in love and war,
I have no battle to lose,
If there's a brighter tomorrow with everyday,
I am stuck in the past,
If the spark is gone,
I've never been there,
If it's love,
I'm not in it.

Remember all the hours we spent on the phone?
Remember all the moments we cherished when we were alone?
Remember the night I said I love you?
Remember the night you said "I won't give up on you."?
All those memories are burned to dust.
Gone blown away like the leaves in august.
I remember all our memories.
All the memories of us happily
Don't you remember?