A hunger that grows
though it hasn’t been fed for six months running
Taking up residence in my mind
God, its force is so succumbing

The way it makes my head buzz and pound
Its roots surely firm in my brain by now
I feel its calls in intervals of time
I should’ve never gone down this route

Why did God give you the looks of an Angel
I mean really that wasn’t smart
Couldn’t he have given them to someone
Who doesn’t find joy in tearing others apart?

As much as I love to see your smile
I cant help but wondering where mine has gone
But I know it’s been a while
Not sure how much longer this can go on