Today you said those words
They cannot be unsaid
Not in love, no way back
The ties that bind us frayed

So casually uttered
A heart unduly split
So many dreams to be rebuilt
How long had this relationship been teetering on stilts?

I envy your apathy
Long for hostility, passion, reason
Single sided loneliness
A warped form of treason

You embrace me, vigorously
You fill my heart so full, it could burst at the seams
Thoughts of you consume my small moments
Vines of you weaved around my veins
I will never be free


Worry.

In a room i found you.
A light in our grim surroundings.
We fell fast,
Odds stacked against us
Oceans between us, still it lasts.

In a room i met you
I saw your smile from miles away and realised you were tiny.
My heart jumped and so ensued a tentative yet longing-laced embrace.  

In a room i loved you.
Passionate and fierce, realising there was no way you could ever be replaced.

In a room i left you, tears streaming down your face. Unable to make it better, we made our plan with haste.

In a room i sit, thinking of your face. Soft brown eyes and beautiful smile, i feel your love surround me. The depth of love i feel for you still astounds me.

Who could have guessed we would be here after meeting in that room.

You've taken root, your essence permeates my being. Your love consumes me, creates a frenzy in my heart.

Should it really matter that you aren't what other people want for me?