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Oct 2014 · 1.6k
far
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
far
~~~


do not go
far

past pale
mountains
where
shadows lurk

for you
have further
to go
you have more
time
you have more
work

all
have bones
with
cracks and
poison
shards

dying is
easy
grief work
is
HARD

we
press
our faces
to the
rotting
glass

and
only hope
and
wonder if
this too
shall pass

is the
boulder's press
on the
shoulder blade

better
than clotted
earth
from
spades
~?~

but tho
the world
be a
gloss
and
painted black

the
colors
still
GLOW

benieth
shellac

take
the knife
you'd use
in vain
to

faint

scratch
the surface
PEEL
the
PAINT

there's
a
RAINBOW
beneath
dark rust

you can find it
in
lunar
dust

finally
through
all the
shifting sands
of years

you'll find
it was
reflecting

through

your

TEARS




soulsurvivor


~~~­
For all those who grieve.

Though life seems to have
Lost its colors
It is the very waters of grief
That become

PRISMS
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
~~~


A rich woman
Walked down the street
She met a workman she didn't greet.

But though they didn't
Stop to TALK
They were able
To exchange THOUGHTS...


Hey! Look at me! I'm all that!
Think you're cool with that
baseball hat?

I'm in my designer clothes
I'm Dior from head to toe.

I have snakeskin shoes
And pure silk pants
My perfume comes
From Paris France...

Designer Bags and golden rings
Jeweled tiaras and a
Real mink coat?
What to do with such trivial things?
Except wallow in the
Superficial joy they bring...

Please. Humour me
With stacks of DOUGH
That's street lingo
For cash you know.

I'll sit here and strum my guitar
Whilst I look up
And count the stars...

Please... take your spoils and go...
I don't have time for spoiled souls
I'll enjoy the things that matter most
While you celebrate
charades and toast.


If life's a charade,
At least I'm a player!
You're sure not gonna
Run for Mayor!

C'mon DOUGH BOY
You know that you want
All the goodies that we flaunt!

Yes... I have a real MINK!
And my money has a STINK

But who supports
The people you are?
Why! You're nothing but
Shiftless POOR!

I ain't gotta pay
to play this game
I got a Full Heart I'm all IN!

You can't just buy
Yourself some PEACE
I've learned life lessons
To pay my lease!

Your whole life is inside your wallet
And I'm sorry... but I must call it...

Inside your soul is
bankrupt and foreclosed
It's sad to see happiness is posed

Shiftless, classless and
OUT OF STYLE
But your pretty golden pennies
Ain't worth my while...

You've got cash, but it's just CRASS
Lady. Take your fortunes and

KISS MY BOOTS!!!


WELL! I never!

The last thing she thought
As she hurried away.
She's filthy rich NOW...

... but one day she'll PAY.



(C) SoulSurvivor
(C) Frank Ruland


~~~
A true JOY working with Frank.
He gave her the final SAY!  Lol!
Oct 2014 · 1.1k
deep
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
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if water finds its
DEPTH
i want to be
where
the
WHALES
SWIM!


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^**

soulsurvivor
I have an affinity
For these creatures

They are huge
Yet gentle
And their
SONGS
are
AWESOME
Oct 2014 · 577
sachet {10W}
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
~~~<@>~~~


rose petals
wither
the
birdsong
sonnets
of
the
English
gardens


~~~<@>~~~
soulsurvivor
catherine jarvis
(C) october 20, 2014
Oct 2014 · 780
broken
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
~~~



i am broken
i am broken
i'm a broken girl

I am tired
i am tried
of this cold cruel world

it is pointless
it is pointless
it's pointless it seems

when you're broken
when you're broken
and have no dreams

~~~

I am broken
i am broken
I'm a broken man

there is no one
there is no one
who really understands

how can i
how can i
live in this place?

the eternal
the eternal
rat........ race

~~~

I was broken
I was broken
for you my child

I lived here
I lived here
in this world so wild

I was beaten
I was beaten
and hung on a cross

I died
I died
for the lost

I know all
I know all
that you go through

when you're broken
when you're broken

I'LL RESCUE YOU



SoulSurvivor
Catherine Jarvis
(C) October 20, 2014
This is a rewrite of a song
I wrote in 2009

It is posted for a poet friend...

Jesus was labeled illegitimate
From birth... which means he
Was ostracized

He spent many years alone

He never married

He was criticized and tempted
By trickery throughout His
Ministry... many of His followers
Abandoned Him... even His
Inner circle lacked faith
Didn't pray for Him during the
Most trying time of His
Short life... one denied Him

And one totally betrayed Him... with a KISS.

Most people know the rest
Of the story....

What did He say almost with
His final breath?

Father, FORGIVE THEM.
FOR THEY KNOW NOT
WHAT THEY DO...

HE FORGAVE US.
WHO ARE WE NOT
TO FORGIVE OURSELVES?
Oct 2014 · 846
Kleenex
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
~~~



A human heart is not
Something to blow your
Nose on and discard.

But, then, we have become
a throw-away "society".


(C) SoulSurvivor
I hate to be cynical but...
Oct 2014 · 1.0k
silver strings
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
~~~


silver
string
strong
but
not
too
coy
for
the
girl
and for the boy
lovers of this wooden
box know it woos know
it talks anyone who has
the strength can be a
star can          go that
length feel the calling of
the strings? let them laugh
o yes let them sing! feel the
calling of the night? players
all will see the light!!!!!!!
strummmm!!!



soulsurvivor
catherine jarvis
(C) october 19, 2014
This should turn out
Looking like a guitar
Oct 2014 · 511
O modern Christ
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
~~~


O modern Christ
Your garments Lotto parted
Your cross is slow
devoured by worms

O modern Christ
Your plaster face is cracking
Your feet are scorched
By roadrash burns

O modern Christ
The Texas rangers love you
In the stadium aspire

O modern Christ
Your side's a bullet wound
Your crown is made of razor wire

O modern Christ
Your tears are falling
Turning your nails red with rust

O modern Christ
Your bread has moulded
And your wine has turned to

DUST



SoulSurvivor
Catherine Jarvis
(C) October 19, 2014
What is happening to churchs
In this country is appalling

There are actually
DRIVE THRU CHURCHES
And don't get me started on
The MEGA CHURCHS

Now that the Catholic church
Has relaxed it's doctorine
The Christian church will follow suit
Oct 2014 · 493
A Tucson Autumn
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
~~~


In Tucson's fair climes
The weather's sublime
It's the perfect time of the year

Though no colorful trees
Not a ONE drops it's leaves
There is one major drawback I fear

Driving caution's suggested
As the roads are conjested
Tucson's now popular! TRUE!

For the balmy air
And the climate fair
Brings all of the
Snowbirds here TOO!


SoulSurvivor
Catherine Jarvis
(C) October 19, 2014
Tucson's population almost
Doubles in the fall and winter!
And our infrastructure STINKS!
Oct 2014 · 478
grass roots [10W]
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
~~~



starting small
growing
strong
and
getting
dirt
under
your
nails



soulsur­vivor
Oct 2014 · 688
red sky
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
flames
lick the horizon
consuming all the stars
the moon is
burned in
effigy
no more venus
no more
mars

ash falls down
like snowflakes
cinders fall
like hail
comets
stream the
atmosphere
with hell
fast on
their
tail

crimson
light comes
from the east
but all sight
is gone
yes
the
sky
is

RED

and it
isn't even

DAWN


soulsurvivor
catherine jarvis
(C) october 18, 2014
red sky at morning
sailors take warning
Oct 2014 · 465
ghost
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
~~~


it
visits
when the
moon is full
hanging
from
my ceiling
like a malevolent
cloud

tears from an acrid
rainfall of agony
fall on my forhead

one
by
one

i don't know
what it means
much less what
it wants

at first i thought
that I was dreaming

i ignored the apparition
but when i woke up my
pillows would be
soaking wet

fear became
lodged in my heart

i never slept
in that room

again


~~~
This is based on a true story.
We lived in a huge
House that had been a
TB sanitarium
For the Papago Indians
Back around the turn
Of the century

There was a graveyard
In our back yard.

When we left we rented
The place out
Our tenants left after
One month never to return

They swore the place was
HAUNTED
Oct 2014 · 1.2k
vinyl
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
.groovy.gro
groovy.groovy.groovy
groovy.groovy.groovy.groovy
groo­vy.groovy.groovy.groovy.gro
groovy.groovy.         groovy.groovy
groovy.groovy.      .groovy.groovy
groovy.groovy.gr­oovy.groovy
groovy.groovy.groovy.gro
groovy.groovy.groovy
groovy.­grov


if it ain't on vinyl
it ain't gonna

*
GROOVE!!!
There's just something
Bout the oldies

I still own my
Original record collection

No name Led Zeph!
Oct 2014 · 386
simple
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
~~~





i'm simple

appease me!
For the id in us all.
Oct 2014 · 747
artifacts
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
~~~



this
ribcage
of
resonance
and reason
has no
resemblace
to the
real

being
busted and broken
bearing
bruised
body
by
brusque
brutality

but

LISTEN­

life

loquacious
liquid
longing

acquires
artifacts
of
abst­ract

ART


SoulSurvivor
Catherine Jarvis
Some ramblings...
Oct 2014 · 293
patience takes practice
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
~~~



I'm
just
working
on it
like
everyone
else
!!!


SoulSurvivor
Catherine Jarvis
I'm more impatient
With self than
Anyone

Sorry I was gone
For so long!
Please have some of
The above with me!

I'm playing catchup
But I really am
Reading.
I enjoy the site
And you all
ARE IMPORTANT TO ME!
Oct 2014 · 516
Credo
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
~~~



If you read this poem
PLEASE READ THE WHOLE THING.



I believe in the 5th dimension
I believe in Planet X (Wormwood)
I believe in evil aliens (demons)
I believe TV is dreck...

I believe in the Georgia Guidestones
They're satanic... Mason made
I believe that we must battle
For Freedom, honor, and be brave...

I believe that there are forces
Most of us don't recognize
I don't believe the lies
they've fed us
I really cannot sympathise...

I believe that there are angels
I believe in demons too
Just because we do not see them
Doesn't mean that they are not true.

Many folks will think me crazy
With this onus I must live
I'm getting my own house
In order
Here's advice which I must give...

PLEASE. The news is of the devil.
The media is telling lies.
The only thing you have to do
Is look at the history
they've disguised...

PLEASE. Just look at JFK.
Look at Martin Luther King.
If this doesn't tell you something
Then you haven't learned a thing.

Corporate governance
Running nations
The USA is no longer great.
We've sold out to other countries
Our Bill of Rights has met its fate...

Folks, there's no more Constitution
That is something of the past.
Our president's writing exec orders
And the end is coming fast.

But I believe in God the Father
I believe in Christ the Son
I believe in the Holy Spirit
I believe the three are ONE.

I have no fear for I am certain
That LOVE IS STRONG. Yes I do.
Please my friend, do not be fearful
But I ask one thing of you...

Love's the only way to counter
The forces of a raging hell
LOVING PEOPLE IS MY CREDO

Please let it be your own as well.


SoulSurvivor
Catherine Jarvis
I have been deep in prayer
And meditation.
I'm no more spiritual than
The next person. But I am in tune.
I have stated my beliefs here.
I've spent literally years studying
This kind of thing. I have been
Witness to things that cannot
Be explained. I know many people
With similar experiences.

I feel duty bound to post this.
If it is disregarded I still will
Have done what I feel is right.

I DON'T WANT TO FRIGHTEN YOU!
BUT WE MUST FIGHT!
OUR WEAPON?

L O V E.
Oct 2014 · 310
spirituality
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
isn't foxhole prayers
it is not hoping God is there.

it isn't something you can skip
because it is relationship

would you go and ask advice
from someone you
had talked to twice?

would you ask for things your end
from someone who was not your friend?

people think prayer gets things free
they want to win the lottery!!

i can tell you... God's angry 'cause
people think He's santa claus!!!

i existed by my whim
a million miles away from Him.

I want to be inspired by
the one who saved me...
... chose to die.

these are plain and simple facts
i've been lazy... very lax.

this world is hurting!
it's headed for a pit!
i didn't pray for all of it!

i gave up. i ran away.
I was cowardly what can i say?

life is hard you must confront
I've been running
from the front!

i want to do so much more
life has got so much in store!

so here i am... at step one
right back where i started from.


catherine jarvis
I have been writing about
Being so "spiritual" and have
Neglected even my most basic
Duties as a Believer.

I must get back to my roots.

I will be reading and commenting
Again soon. But the next few days
I will be taking care of business.

Thanks for understanding.
Oct 2014 · 634
sick (10W)
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
~~~


all i want
is to
curl up
with
my dog



soulsurvivor
I woke up really sick today
Another family member
Had it and I guess
He felt like sharing !!!

I'm not going to be on site
Much today
Oct 2014 · 896
sordid
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
the past i've lived
in tomorrow's arms it rests

my paper wings
arrayed in flames to brave the test

a goodly sort of ghost
a wraith of salt

my core of clay
a collapsed ******* ~ halt

of reasoning lax
a cipher sea ~ a sequence black

a great metaphor of fool
a mine of lack

oh! brave young innocence is lost!

heaven earth and hell
traversed at such a cost!

the seeds the weeds
have grown tall glass construction

i bless the first
and leave last to corruption

however have the
bitter tears turned hands to rust

how do the dregs of past
turn holy wine to

dust


soulsurvivor
catherine jarvis
(C) october 14, 2014
I have a past.
It could come back to haunt me.

The mistakes of my past
I cannot rectify totally
I just have to live an honest life.
Perhaps the futility of the past
Will only serve to be an
Impetus to future growth.
Oct 2014 · 951
to the bone
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
~~~

if you are my friend
we're joined at the hip
you don't have to worry
about how i may slip.

if you are my friend
i am tried and true
you don't have to worry
i will not leave you.

if you are my friend
I'm there forever
come hell or high water
come stormy weather

i know what it's like
to be at rope's end
and find nothing more
than fair weather friends.

to be so down
death looks like pleasure
to drink of a cup
of pain without measure.

SO. I DON'T LEAVE FRIENDS.
as they're all that I have.
they stand up for me
they are life's salve.

if you are my friend
you are not alone
if you are my friend...

... it's down to the BONE.


♥ Catherine
I'm feeling that someone
Needs to read this.
I'm feeling sad about
The people on my last site.
I don't want to lose touch...

If you are a friend on this
Site and I seem to have
Forgotten you?  Don't worry.
I haven't. I am in touch with
Each one of you in the spirit.
I'm on the site message system
As much as reading.
If you want to talk drop me a
Line or two. I'm THERE.

I'm a slow reader/typist.
I may not read right away.
But I go through a group
Of poems at a time.

I want to say how very
Honored I am to be here
With you ALL!

THANKS FOR YOUR SUPPORT!!!
Oct 2014 · 249
High
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
---




What if the
Moral high ground
Isn't a peak


But a TABLE MESA?


SoulSurvivor
Catherine Jarvis
(C) October 13, 2014
I.remember seeing a
Political cartoon of a bunch
Of right wingers shooting it out
Atop a table mesa. The point
Being obvious.
(This can apply to the left...
ANYONE ACTUALLY)
Oct 2014 · 373
~~~<collaboration>~~~
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
there
is no greater
JOY
than working with

P♡€ T S

i feel truely
BLESSED
having worked with

~~~<YOU ALL>~~~

Please contact me
via the
site message system
if you want to
do a
collaboration
with me

i won't ask
anyone
anymore


**~~~<((( I LOVE YOU ALL )))>~~~
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
~~~<@>~~~<@>~~~

a rose they say
will have its
thorn
which can't
destroy
nor
****

it only serves
to give its
b l o o m
a
SCENT
that's
SWEETER
STILL


~~~<@>~~~<@>~~~

people
h I d e
their thorns
INSIDE
to
stab you
in the
BACK

~~~<@>~~

the
£♡RD
gave a
ROSE
to
M€
with thorns
on the outside
to circumvent
the thorns
that
S T I N G

and let the
sweet fragrance

S I N G


~~~<@>~~~

all aspects
of
LIFE
are like

R♡SES AND TH♡RNS

one is pleasure
the other
pain
but neither
can there be one

WITHOUT THE OTHER


~~~<@>~~~<@>~~~


(c) rupal
(c) catherine jarvis
It was a wonderful experience
Working with Rupal
I am so fortunate
I have been very bold in
Asking these great poets
To help me
Their gracious response
Was truely Inspiring
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
~~~





t . a . r                        
i'm like pancho right now . my mind
is like a breath of kerosene . now i'm
growing old . i'm  living  on a  rope it
seems . but that's the way of dreams .
all  the purveyors  say  you can  only
go so far before they lay you low . so
the story  goes  on  about  how  i  fell .
but  it's  not  true . so  the story  ends
before it's told . they could have had
me any day . but they  let  go  of  me out of kindness i suppose . living on
the road without end . i began to cry
and sank into my dreams . but that's
the way it goes .

c . e . j
life is a tightrope walk they say . but
they say a lot of things . don quixote
had  his windmills . i have  my  way out . my wings . i travel  throughout
their  towns  and cities . their  blood
and mud  clings  to me in layers that
dry to become  dust . none  of that is
Important  on  the  endless  highway
i  drank  myself  lucid  dreaming   of how  your  face  looked  in the moon
tears  are  collecting  in my  bottle so
it won't  run dry too soon . but that's
the way it goes .


thomas a robinson
catherine e jarvis
(c) october 12, 2014
I have a great respect for
Thomas Robinson.  We were
On another site together.
He is an excellent poet as well
As a great friend.
It was a pleasure to work
With him for the first time.

I hope that this format
Is easy to read. I had
To really work to get it
Justified on both
Left and right.

Waaaah!!! It didn't work!
Interesting that the word
Out is OUT. I'm leaving it.
Oct 2014 · 669
primal scream
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
#######*


mud
primeval
oozing
inside
mouths
spit out the
hard part of the
life the first time you
open your lips to be
source
of
screams
to bring voice to
the world in mortal
agony                   agony
from a                   voice in
distress                      distress
that's                     coming
from.               a great
rib of fears fears
so deap thy are
unutterable



soulsurvivor
I feel like I'm in a dream
State from lack of sleep
Sometimes I write
My best in this place
Oct 2014 · 616
full moon sets
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
@@
@@@@
@@
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
÷÷÷÷÷
÷÷÷÷÷÷÷÷
÷÷÷÷

a limpid pool stirs
blinking
luminous waves
as you
dip
your
toe
in
the
:
water*


soulsurvivor
catherine jarvis
(c) october 11, 2014
I have this picture
In my mind
of a fairie
Sitting in the
Crescent moon
With her toe in a pond

STILL CAN'T SLEEP
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
A guy walks into a bar
In a posh high rise hotel.
He doesn't look the part,
He is not a swell.

He's in an off-rack suit
It's not tailored silk.
Orders up a drink,
A tall.glass of milk.

He's tall, dark and handsome,
But his tie is just absurd!
He's got heavy glasses,
And looks just like a nerd!

Along the bar he heard a snort,
And a drunkard gave a sneer,
"Well, hey there kid,
The school's next door,
You're not allowed in here!"

He laughed aloud at his own joke,
And began to walk and sway,
A gap appeared as nervous folk
All slowly back away...

The drunkard called out to the nerd,
"What's wrong, kid, beer too fizzy?
Or is the truth just what I heard,
You're a no-good, yellow *****!!!


The handsome man was cool,
He didn't break his stride.
He pushed his glasses up his nose
And took the drunk aside.

The enebriated idiot
Looked him up and down,
But followed him to the window
Said, "Watchoo wan' here clown?

The dark man smiled coolly.
Said, "I'd like to make a wager.
Just a couple thousand bucks.
You know. Nothing major.

I'll bet you, my drunken friend,
I can jump out - but then
After I'm out this window,
I'll come back in again!!

The drunkard looked
him up and down,
And grinned an evil grin,
"If you wanna JUMP,  go right ahead,
This bet, I'm gonna WIN!

The handsome man just
Gave a wink,
And jumped out on the ledge.
He took one look o'r the brink,
And leapt over the edge!

The drunkard gasped
In total shock!
"My god, he must have died!!"
When in a flash there came a knock
The man climbed back inside!

The handsome man
Straightend his tie
"It's time to pay your dues!
Unless, of course, you'd like to try,
Or are you scared you'll lose...


"Scared!?!!" The drunk was livid!
"Well! I'm no chicken, friend!
I accept! " And so he lept!!!

And promptly met his end.....


The tall, dark handsome person
Went back to his drink.
He finished his milk quietly,
And tipped the keep a wink.

The barkeep, looking sour,
Said, "Well. More cleanup work.
Superman, I like you,

But sometimes you're a ****.


(C) Tryst
(C) SoulSurvivor
I had a BLAST doing this!
Tryst is a comic genius!
I'm so glad to have been able
To write with him!  :-D
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
To keep a poet happy
First off... naturally...
You must give him time
Time to write
Time to rhyme
And three square stanzas
Every day
Keeping his writer's block
At bay...

His pen and paper
Must be fixed
Or a computer
In the mix
A thesaurus
A rhyming dictionary
Or perhaps the classic writing
Of a visionary...


Don't forget the light
To see his words
You also have to listen
He wants to be heard!
Some structure and a clock
To see the time
Avoid writer's block
And help him rhyme...

Here is the recipe
For his feeding
If he has the block
He needs to be eating!
A pinch of metaphor
A splash of color
An image or two
Then add another!


But dissing folks
Has NO allure...

Nobody wants to eat

MANURE !!!



The Girl Who Loved.You
SoulSurvivor
(C) October 10, 2014
There are many female
Poets TOO!!!
Just put a She/Her etc
Where indicated!

It was a great pleasure
Working with TGWLY...

She is a sweetheart!  ♥
Oct 2014 · 616
flatline
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
_/_/\/_/_/\/___
                                (beeeep)

i'd rather feel
total angst
than

complete
INDIFFERANCE



soulsurvivor
catherine jarvis
(c) october 10, 2014
We are headed for
dire consequences for our
APATHY

BZZZZZZTTTTT!!!!

WAKE UP WAKE UP
SLUGABED!
THERE'S MORE TIME TO
SLEEP
WHEN YOU'RE IN THE

G R A V E !!!
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
~~~@~~~

i break
my chrysalid womb
into a realm
without
protection

my wings
are wet and stunted
cyan jewels lie dew'd
tourmaline
clusters upon the
veins

i'm only beginning
to learn the
nature of flight

i'm at my
most vulnerable
please
protect me
but don't assist me
in my struggle
to break

FREE

~~~@~~~

it took me
disolving time to
emerge
from my own
beautiful
amorphous mess
while I drew
my imaginal discs

i dreamt
of flowers
and their
everlasting
bursting colors

the
celestial skies
and soft
empowering
spring
breeze


~~~@~~~

as i push apart
my place of
safety and security
i find the life
pumping
into my
wingspan

the colors of the
world
entrance me
i am no longer
dreaming
as i drink in
my natural
but still
foreign
home

~~~@~~~

riveting pain
with each
s p r e a d
of these
newly acquiesced
defenseless
delicate
appendiges
this
m e t a m o r p h a s i s
has just begun

my
j o u r n e y
to self discovery
paved with
wrestling and scuffling
everlasting
flight
and
wondering


~~~@~~~

for it is in the
p a I n
we find
g r o w t h

and in the
s t r u g g l e
against
the
safe and secure
that we
at last
find

F R E E D O M

~~~@~~~

dajena m
soulsurvivor
(c) october 10, 2014
There is a story of
A man who saw a
Butterfly struggling
To free itself from the
Confiness of it's
Christalis
He assisted it by
Partially breaking
The leaf like sheath
Later upon
Returning
To the site he found
The butterfly
Dead on the ground

They need the struggle
To push their blood
Into their wings
To live


It has been a great pleasure
Working with
Dajena M
To say the least!

She is a marvel!
Oct 2014 · 680
ocean
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
why
do i see
my face
in the

mirror

why do i
see my breath
superimposed
upon the
cold night
sky

i died
long ago

drown in
your ocean
no deeper
than a

pane

of

glass



soulsurvivor
catherine jarvis
(c) october 9, 2014
Long long ago
In a life
Far far away
Oct 2014 · 367
real
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
???


if i bleed
all over the page
is it really
my heart
which
pumped
that
life

that

ink

???


catherine jarvis
(c) october 9, 2014
If you ***** me
Do I not
BLEED?

To those who
Don't know if I am
REAL

THEY KNOW WHO THEY ARE
Oct 2014 · 230
do little
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
~~~


if procrastination is
the grave of dreams
APATHY
is the

COFFIN


soulsurvivor
catherine jarvis
(c) october 9, 2014
My own personal
Slap on the wrist :-\
Oct 2014 · 923
shattered
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
~~~~♥~~~~




so you want my heart?
can you perform

microscopic surgery?



soulsurvivor
catherine jarvis
(c) october 9, 2014
Actually I could have a great
Relationship with a man
We'd have to be friends for
Years FIRST.  Then a ring on the
Finger second.  Then the
Cerimonial I DO
OTHERWISE I DON'T
Oct 2014 · 863
void
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
like a glove
no love
like a state
no hate
like a leaf
no fall
like a fort
no wall
like a frame
no art
like an end
no start
like a pond
no wave
like a soul

no

GRAVE


soulsurvivor
catherine jarvis
(C) october 9, 2014
(rewritten)
Oct 2014 · 1.3k
streetlights
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
~

globes of light
hang from the trees
last vestiges
of today's rain.


soulsurvivor
Oct 2014 · 776
P E A C E (begins with me)
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
I was going to give a lecture
About this thing called peace.
But then, by gosh! I realized
I really raised a fist!

We all want peace for
This big world
We want it for our kids.
But where does it BEGIN?
Anyone got bids?

Peace don't begin with YOU.
That's what I could not see.
If it begins with anyone

IT MUST BEGIN WITH ME.


♥ Soul
Oct 2014 · 2.6k
rainbow
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
my eyes are not
pixelated to only
cyan . magenta . yellow . black

there is more than a
spreadsheet
within me

more than that in
YOU
so don't let them
SELL YOU SHORT

are you a
cyan . magenta . yellow . black
spreadsheet?

or a
RAINBOW?


SoulSurvivor
Catherine Jarvis
(C) October 8, 2014
There's a double rainbow
Over the city right now.
And I have been thinking
About how advertisements
Customize to the consumer.
I thought that I would
Combine both ideas

Cyan . Magenta . Yellow . Black

The basis for all four color
Print advertising
Out of those four elements
Come every "color" and shade
Oct 2014 · 192
Unconditional [10W]
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
~~~♥~~~


Giving from your
HEART

and not expecting
anything in return



SoulSurvivor
This is not a new poem.
It's a universal statement

I've been feeling guilty for
Not "liking" and commenting
That is why we get stressed
On here. Admit it.

I EXPECT NOTHING
More than perhaps a little respect. Even that is EARNED.
Oct 2014 · 240
Depression-be-gone [10W]
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
There IS something that
helps depression.

Helping someone else.


SoulSurvivor
Catherine Jarvis
Easier said than done.
TRY
And you will find that
I'm not kidding.
If you live with someone
Do one of their chores.
Get a bunch of oranges
And start handing
Them out to the
Homeless.
They are easy for
Them to chew and
Good for them.
(Making sure they are not diabetic)
Write a poem for
Someone who is down.
If you need help
In prayer contact me via the site message system.
Please contact me!
I need to be
Helpful and close
To God. Thanks!

This is not a cure-all
BUT IT DOES HELP!
Oct 2014 · 1.3k
Little Star
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
There is a little star
Twinkling overhead
I see it from my window
As I lie upon my bed.

There are many others
Who for attention vie
But this one in particular
Lights up my blackened sky.

Some stars, they are white,
Some stars they are blue,
But this star is golden...

... and this poem is for YOU.

♡♥♡♥ + huge hugs
Catherine
This is for all the people who
Have commented and supported
Me over the past day or so.
You know who you are...
YOU HAVE MADE A DIFFERENCE
Oct 2014 · 2.1k
Seagull
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
There Is a nasty seagull
Oh yeah.. his wings I see
He's come to take small pieces
From different parts of me.

He's come for my body
He's come for my brain
He wants to take my spirit
'Til none of these remain.

I'm always finding feathers
All inside my head,
So I'm gonna get a shotgun...

And shoot that sucker DEAD!!!



SoulSurvivor
Catherine Jarvis
I'm really going to get rid of
This depression!!
I don't have time in my life.
NONE OF US DO!!!
Oct 2014 · 585
an alien moved in...
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
... he's made himself at home.
he's been a real ******
keeping me alone.

an alien moved in...
... he's eating all my food.
he's calling me all kinds of names
and being really RUDE.

an alien.moved in...
... he wants to remain.
he wants to tease and torment
take over my brain.

take over my brain
take over my heart
take over my body...
... and that is just a start.

he wants me to listen
to every thing he's said
he wants me to **** myself...
... yep... he wants me DEAD.

I'll pretend that i don't hear him
be the gracious host i am
then when he's not looking
I'll kick him in the can!

he'll be evicted!
I'll read my Word and PRAY
He is not EVER welcome here
I'm doing it... TODAY.

I am getting him out of here
This is not just talk
I'm getting ready now...

... THIS SUCKER'S GONNA WALK!!!

♥ Catherine
I was in a dark depression
Yesterday.
Thanks to Sjr1000 for this idea.
He said that it is like an alien
Takes over. TRUTH. He also
Said the best way to get out of it
Is to get out of self.

I'm in a better place today.
Thanks for all your good wishes
And prayers! Your words and
Kindness won't be forgotten!
I'm getting out of the house.
I have to get back to my
Spiritual roots also. That means
Getting out of self. I helped my
Dad this morning. And feel
MUCH BETTER FOR IT.

If you are feeling down do
Yourself a favor...
Get out and about and help
Someone who needs it.
And find someone to
PRAY for you... just contact me.
I WANT TO. I NEED TO GET
OUT OF MYSELF AND CLOSER
TO MY SOURCE.... GOD.
Oct 2014 · 279
those days
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
those days when it is all you can do to motivate yourself to eat or drink

those days when it is difficult to read
let alone write and the phone
weighs a million pounds....

those days when you are not physically sick...
but even your hair hurts...

those days when you feel like the
doom around you is a membraine
of purest pain. ...

you ever had one of those days?

good if you haven't.

i would not wish them on my
worst enemy...


catherine
I'm having trouble getting
Out of a depression...

Sorry that I have not been able
To do much reading...
Oct 2014 · 236
not a poem again
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
I placed "leaf" and several
Of my other poems on
My "collections" sites. They
Have not shown up there
As I check out my home
Page. Is anyone else having
Trouble?  Please contact me
Via the site message system.

Thanks.

♥ Catherine
Oct 2014 · 861
leaf
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
a
wee
leaf fell
into a stream
as leaves are wont
to do.   the water carried it   away
it's boating to persue. the fragile
leaf then came to grief in a
swirling thrall, it's just not
fair, it said to air i did
not ask for
f
a
l
l


soulsurvivor
catherine jarvis
(c) october 6, 2014
There's a lesson
Here somewhere
Oct 2014 · 329
small
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
##

just a little kid
on an inner tube
in a great big river
called life - currents
taking me futher and
further toward the sea
we all go to - one different
thing about me though is that
i truly trust the maker of the waves.

i
am
small

He is enormous

i can't ~ He can ~ i think i'll let Him



soulsurvivor
I'm a little i.
He's the great I AM.
Oct 2014 · 382
Empire
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
::::@::::@::::@::::@:::


Those who conquer
their fears
conquer planets

worlds within worlds


10W
.SoulSurvivor
Catherine Jarvis
(C) October 6, 2014
This is not a new concept
But I have described it
Differently.

The world you must conquer
Is between your ears.
Oct 2014 · 1.2k
Playtime
SøułSurvivør Oct 2014
Let's pretend you love me
Let's pretend you can
Let's pretend your capable
Pretend you're my man.

Let's pretend you're a doctor
Let's pretend your love
Is real as you strip me
And put on your glove.

Let's pretend you have no girls
Waiting in a que
To be "patients" also
Pretend they don't love you.

Let's pretend you are present
In my tear stained bed
Pretend you don't have
Dreams of them
Dancing in your head.

Let's pretend, my baby,
For I tell you true
I want to pretend what I have penned

... that I don't love you.


SoulSurvivor
Catherine Jarvis
(C) October 6, 2014
Yep. An ex-boyfriend.

I don't feel too badly,  though.
He could not be faithful to
Anyone.
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