They're all around you,
Fighting for more.
Red eyes glowing,
Body shaking.
Moving closer,
Temptation too strong.
Mind a mess,
Unable to stop...
Under the light of the moon.

Mind whirling,
Tears dripping.
Rigid, unable to move.
Forehead sweating,
Body numb.
Fear lays restless,
Thunder booms...
Under the light of the moon.

Moving closer,
Loosing control.
Red eyes turn livid,
Ready to pounce.
Arms reaching,
Hands grasping,
Pulling closer, closer, closer...
Under the light of the moon.

Chest aching,
Lungs screaming.
Pain shooting,
Burning from inside out.
Legs kicking,
Stomach twisting,
Longing to be relieved...
Under the light of the moon.

Ravenous,
Hungry for more.
Lost all control.
Taste satisfying,
Beginning to stop.
Frenzy over,
All can relax.
Under the light of the moon.

Tossed aside,
Writhing in pain.
Consciousness slipping away.
Calmness swept over me,
Pain all gone.
Finally I could relax...
Under the light of the new moon.

Severed heads
Bleeding hearts

Look around, that's all I see
Screaming, Laughing
A horror movie
Yet it's all real
Torn in two
Can't be mended
Nothing you can do anymore
Mindless torture
Savage Killings
Nothing physical
All emotional
Walking through day by day
Look around
Nobody sees or knows

What it's like
Only me

Someone told me my soul mate was you,
Now I'm crossing my fingers hoping it's true.
I'm jumping off of buildings just to fall in your arms,
Following the rainbow, like lucky charms.

If it's you, then count on me.
If you're the one for me,
Then I will be wherever you need me to be.
Take a chance and you'll see.

This is crazy, but so is love.
So lets run, until we're free of,
All these people, and all their words.
Grab my hand, and we'll fly, like one of the birds.

My head throbs,
My heart pounds,
A bead of sweat drips down my forehead
I remain still, holding my breath
I listen tentatively,
Listening
Listening for footsteps, and your shallow breaths.
The floor boards creek beneath your weight,
As if they surrenders to you
I begin shaking with fear
You're now in the same room,
Searching
Searching for me
A breeze blows in the window
Drafting your sent to me
Metal, oil, and wood chips.
My hair whips ; surrendering my position.
You come over and grab my hair
Your eyes blaze in mine
A cold endless void,
Possessed by demons ; so full of hatred
A gleam of steel,
The stabs in my ribs,
The pool of blood by my body,
As my soul drifts away
From this horror scene you made reality

There is a voice I cannot quiet,
It lives inside my heart and mind,
Its' song comes out when I cannot hide
The Mystery of Me.

The Mystery of Me, Longing to set it Free,
To open my eyes and aboundingly see.

Why does it torment me so?
Something I once let go,
A part of myself I gave away,
And now my Dreams are having their Day.

And why does it come now?
After all these years and how!
Thoughts so powerful that I dare to Dream
Things aren't always what they seem.

Or is it wondering about what can last,
that dreams pick up and create a past?
To captivate my spirit and break its fast
For the Mystery of Me.

Oh, pen.
There you lie,
Cold and pale,
With your jaunty cap askew.
NO more ink
Courses through your vein.
You've bled your last drop
On my paper.
No more will I chew on you,
pondering poetry.
No more will you take down my thoughts.
No more marking or jotting.
You have come to an end,
Oh my dear, sweet,
Lifeless pen.

I told u I was fine
All I need is a glass of water
To take some pills
I never knew u cared
Your eyes were blank with blackness
That was all I needed
You wouldn't under stand all the nights I spent shivering
Hiding from my dreams
I would paint the sky with my tears
I have lost too many times
I have failed too many things
My arms are the proof of my revenge
Memories hopefully forgot come flooding back in
I grab for a knife to cut out the pain, horror, memories, and the nightmares I have of you
While I bleed I see the memories, horror, pain, and nightmares start to flow out with the colors of blood.
Then the knife falls from my hand and drops into the puddle of memories, horror, pain,   and nightmares with the color of blood red.
When you need to clean your sins my wrist were made to bleed
I can't sleep tonight the demons of mind take over and haunt my soul and mind
Every night is a sleepless night when the demons taunt and play and rip apart you insides and blood filled with memories, pain, horror, and nightmares come flowing out in the tears the roll down my cheeks in the middle of a restless night.
Each restless night I spend with the demons I make peace with the darkness
The last night I spend with these demons will be the last night I live.