Everything is fine
Everything is okay
As long as I am here
All by myself
Wordless and deaf
Blind to anything I chose not to see
Words will take the meaning I give to them
And language will no longer be
Something I learned
But only
Something I create
Something I will be

I long for warmth
Dream of a distant place
Where fire lights the room
Sweet tea eases my soul
And your company
A sure home
For my sweetest escape
Days and nights
Under endless blues
Turned dark that glitters
Through perpetual starlight
We’d laugh and talk
Of silly daydreams
And fearless thoughts
Your hand into mine  
Your arms my safest retreat
I’d lay there forever
Somewhere within hidden
In the warmth of you

My being feels flat

How do I tell you?

In the void of you are feelings
screaming your name

How do I tell you?

I'd like to watch the stars
die and reborn again

How do I tell you

There is you and mountains
laying worlds apart

How do I tell you?

But I don't think you'd care

I have tasted madness
I have lost my mind