All I want
Is a white night
Filled
With you.

No people around
To judge or think
What could this mean
Us two.

I could imagine all that
But I stop only for one.
For the image of you hovering
Above me, looking down.

It makes me shiver
How I want this so.
The lonley I get
The harder I go.

But i wont do a thing,
You know...
I need you too much
In this life that is oh
So-so.

I always do
The same mistake.
I always do the mistake
Of getting close to you

This never benefits
But only calm storms
Momenterally
Only to find out
I've created another

I always do the same mistake
Of getting close to you
This fire is comforting
But the burn will cost me
My life

I would leave
This dreadfull place
If it wasn't so cold
Up in this hill

But worst of all
Worst of anything
Im losing
Myself

To get
Absolutely
Intirely
Nothing.

Kissing someone new
Feels odd
Like getting used to
Living in a foreign country

I do not know the traditions
Or speak the language
And its hard
When you homesick

I guess there are countries
I'd like to travel
Strange lands of unknown jungles
All of them are mine

I still feel like
I have a lot to learn
How to wish for things
I can handle my own

Still im here
Haven't traveled anywhere yet
Keeping at bay with fear and decay
I just know one thing
I mostly rhime when I pray.

I dont think you know
How alone
I feel...

I'd be staying home lately
For a while now..
And nobody wonders
Why

And why running away from
The circle im in?
You cant handle my silence
For my words can be spreaded wonderfully.
Giving you the joy i see you long for.

But go.
Run away
For i do not wish for someone who runs from me
And my silence.

My silence is me
And like the horn on memorial day
I stand silently for the fall

I am
Mourning
On me.

Thats why its so quiet here..

Who's the most
Lucky one
Is it the love?
Or the gun?

Love said
"I stay till I'm gone
I'll be remembered
By the days are done"

Gun said
"I care for none
It's just me and you
No one's around"

Gun was right
Love is cocky
I couldn't care less
If she doesn't want me

But hearts on my bullets.
it's what I shove
Funny thing is..
I shoot my gun in the name of love