You’re left with just your dreams now kid

Sweating, breathing, silent screaming
Shaking, crosses, mixed love making
Kisses, crying, forced good-bying
Late night terror, morning dream
Guardian angel whispers in my ear
I'm screaming so loud, no one can hear
One more prayer, one more look
Look at my own heart I've took
I've thrown it into jail you see,
To save me from questioning eternity

The temperature hastily drops
Wind blowing, rain streaming
I woke up late this morning
The sky's been plastered

I walk meagerly to class
This day will be the shortest.

How could I ever forget
This was the moment my life was set
The day that I lost you
As clear as the day we met
How could I ever forget

A 60,000 dollar suicide

I've chewed all the skin off my finger tips
My finger nails are stubs
The inside of my cheeks are ******
Hmm what the hell is next