Crawled under my skin Devoured my cells Numbed my entire body Sadness In my veins Flooded my heart Out to the loungs Prevented me to breath And inhale the sickly odour of death You sacrificed the lamb Will you smear my blood on you door And eat my flesh? Is it enough to please your Gods?
Feel like, the little girl asked Two cups of Black, strong coffee In a messy kitchen Words never spoken before Hearts beating faster Opening to each other Tears cried in silence And the aroma of safety Floating in the air, I answered
Consciously chosen to feel Empty inside Abandoned Not safe Vulnerable Humiliated Going from happiness to sadness In a split second Missing the state between them Called equilibrium (I think!) Am I pushing my emotions to the limit To learn from these experiences And grow stronger Or to destroy myself?
Like the green falls for The yellow fields Of blooming rapeseed Don't be afraid To follow this dirt road That winds through The forest of all my past deceptions You'll be safe I want you to find my heart
At the inn Really needed salvation She cried out loud Loosing her voice There was nobody to hear her And anyway The violent rain outside Would have made it impossible For the sound to break through Even the odd monk She met today Blessing her with the holy oil Promissing to meet in heaven Cannot save her from herself Here, in the middle of nowhere She says 'welcome' To her dear demons and fears And prepares for the fight
To the point that I no longer speak The language of humans I just howl, howl Howl Lick my wounds Preparing to hunt for you Tear your chest apart And feast on your spirit