Why? we do you keep accepting the person who hurt you?
Why do you still want to see him and be with him?
Why do you keep on wanting him instead of letting him go?
Why do you want him to be back when it's him who left you?
Simple.
Because of love. Because it's him who you love.
Despite all the pain and tears, you still choose to forget all the tragedies, in return of the time that you'll spend once again with him.
Until when?
Until where?
You don't get know what will happen.
There is no clear future.
But there is one thing that you are sure. and it's that you're happy when he's there.
It seems like all the wrongs become right.
all the ends become just the beginning.
all the illusions become real.
There is no one but you and him.
According to the quote, "There is no such an answer on why you are so important."
Because it's obscure.
Only your eyes could see.
Only your ears could hear.
And only your heart could understand.
That it's still worth it.
It's a cliche saying to always follow the heart but there are circumstances that the mind dictates what is right.
You love but then you get hurt.
He loves but then ignores.
There are millions of ways on how you can love a person. A night won't be enough to classify them all.
But there is one thing I want to say to you, who read this:
You deserve a love that is more than what you can give to a person.
Why? we do you keep loving the person who hurt you?
Think about why, how and what.
If you can give a reasonable answer to the three, no buts, no ifs, then maybe it's still worth it.
But if you can't, then maybe it's really the end.

When you left, it was devastating. I was at the point where out of nowhere I'll just cry. Whenever I see or hear something which reminds me of you, it makes me sad. I almost thought it was impossible for me to move on. It was hard. Really hard. You're my first relationship so it was difficult for me to get over you. After the break up, I still hoped. I still talked to you. Whenever your mom invites me to come over, I do come.

Until the time when you found someone else. You've found a new love. And yet, here I am, moving on. The moment I knew that you have a new lover, I stopped everything. I did not talk to you anymore and even to your Mom. As a respect to your girlfriend, I did that.

A few months after, you invited me for dinner. Yes, I admit, that time I still have feelings for you and I miss you so bad so regardless of you being in a relationship, I accepted your invitation. We talked. We did catch up with each other's lives and when we're about to part, you kissed me on the forehead just like the old times. I was surprised. I don't know if it meant something. You whispered "i miss you". I said I miss you too. After that, we bid goodbye. I felt so guilty with what happened. I shouldn't have gone there to meet you. You have a girlfriend and it didn't look right. It didn't feel right. That night, I decided that it'll be the last but you kept texting me, asking me out again. And out of stupidity, I entertained you. Why? Because I miss you and I still do feel something for you.

To cut the story short, we got back together. That time you invited me once again, you broke up with her. You said you kept comparing her to me and that I'm still the one you love. I was happy but I felt bad for the girl. We gave our relationship another shot but as time goes by, I keep realizing things. It's making me confused. The truth is, I don't know if it was right that  we're together again and the worst, I am not sure if I still love you or I just missed you. I don't know. And right now, I'm struggling. Thinking if we should continue this. The butterflies are fading. The feelings aren't as sweet as it was before. I guess I already moved on from our break up and I did not realize it until we met and did the same things again. I feel like this is not something that must go on anymore.

I guess what they said was true, that giving something another shot will help you get to know what you really feel and what you have to do. At this point of our relationship, I still do care for you but I don't think care is enough for this to work. For us to work. It may sound unfair to you but let me not care. Let me do something selfish at this point of my life. At least right now I figured out what I truly feel.

Second chances aren't always about two people ending back together but it is something that will help you find yourself. Another chance to make the right choices. Another chance t figure out things. Another chance to take one more risk. Another chance to be better not for anyone bur for yourself. Learn to find your center before loving someone else again.

And I think I'm falling...finally falling out of love. Just when I thought I couldn't, it's still you who made me realize that I could